We Are Not Friends

So I will write out all the words
To all the songs that hold mysteries

And everything that could go wrong
All the trouble and the?

I'm blaming all the things I could
On every one around me

And in my head I knew its over
But it will take me four more days

And ill consider 15 hours
And ill consider not going crazy

I gave it everything I had
And left it all?

And we are not friends
And I have gave you
A million signs
And I have begged you

Plese don't hold this against you

I am not well
I can't do this
I am sorry I am leaving
There is nothing you can say

And after all that could have been
Were still fighting for our stories

And I wish all my friends could all
Laugh with each other
And all my friends
Could all cheer with each other
And my friends could all
Forgive each other
And all my friends could all
Forgive each other