Totemo Itai Itagaritai (Hurting for a Very Hurtful Pain)
nani ga itai nande itai
doushite konna ni totemo itai
nani ga itai nande itai
doushite konna ni itagaritai
nani ga itai nande itai
doushite konna ni totemo itai
nani ga itai nande itai
doushite konna ni itagaritai
mou itai totemo itai
doushite konna ni totemo itai
aa itai kimi ni tsutaetai
kimi ni dake wa tsutaete okitai
mou tsurai totemo tsurai
doushite konna ni totemo tsurai
aitai kimi ni aitai
mune no kono hen ga totemo itai
kikkake wa jibun datta no desu
kizu wo tsukete shimatta no desu
houtte okeba shizenshoumetsu demo
itami ga ichiichi shuchou shite kuru yo
tojitetara nanimo mienai
natta mono ni shika wakaranai
sonna no rifujin kiwamarinai yo
dareka boku no kurushimi wo shitte yo
kounaidee kounaidee
sonna ni shigeki wo ataenaide
don mai desu don mai desu
ichiichi wamekichirasanaide
gou auei gou auei
sou watashi wa sono uchi kiesaru yo dakara
heiki na furi shite taekitte yo
mou itai totemo itai
doushite konna ni totemo itai
aa itai kimi ni tsutaetai
kimi ni dake wa tsutaete okitai
mou tsurai totemo tsurai
doushite konna ni totemo tsurai
aitai kimi ni aitai
mune no kono hen ga totemo itai
mata dekita no desu
gen'in tokutei dekimasen
dekai yatsu ga nosabatte imasu
itami ga hirihiri zukizuki biribiri
damatte ireba shirarenai
boku igai ni wa wakaranai
dakara sakebanai namikaze tatenai
nanimo nai mama no raifu wo okuru yo
sou da ne sou da ne
anata ga taereba sumu koto dakara ne
sou yatte sou yatte
jibun wo gomakashi tsuzukete
furai auei furai auei
mou watashi no hou kara sain wo okuru yo
tsuyogari bakari ja tsukareru desho
nounai de sousa shite
itami sae kairaku to kashite
saigen nante nakute
yokubari de konpuriito shitakute
But tsunde tonza shite mouhansei
sugita jikan makimodoshite
ii toko dake suroo saisei
kami kaihi shichatte nante muri dayo ne
itami ni ne itami ni ne
kakusareteru no wa nan desho ne
muri nara ne muri nara ne
chanto tasuke wo motomete ne
sorosoro ne sorosoro ne
watashi no yakume mo owacchau kara ne
youyaku ne youyaku ne
kaihou shite ageru kara ne
demo desu ne demo desu ne
tokidoki omoidashite hoshii kara ne
wasureta goro ni mata kao dasu kara ne
anmari choushi ni norazuni
honno sukoshi dake demo ki wo tsuketeite ne
mou nai doko ni mo nai
aitsu wa doko ni mo miataranai
ano itami wa mou doko ni mo nai
mou tsurai koto wa nai
mou nai doko ni mo nai
kimi wa doko ni mo mietaranai
itami wa doko ni mo nai
hazu nano ni tsurai koto nanka nai hazu nano ni
tsurai koto nanka nai hazu nano ni
mou tsurai nazeka tsurai
doushite konna ni nani ga tsurai
machinozondeita koto nano ni
nandaka nanika ga monotarinai yo
mou itai totemo itai
kondo wa nani ga totemo itai
mou itakunai hazu nano ni
mata mune no kono hen ga totemo itai
nani ga itai nande itai
doushite konna ni totemo itai
nani ga itai nande itai
doushite konna ni itagaritai
nani ga itai nande itai
doushite konna ni totemo itai
nani ga itai nande itai
doushite konna ni itagaritai
Hurting for a Very Hurtful Pain
What hurts, why does it hurt
Why does it hurt so damn much
What hurts, why does it hurt
Why do I want to hurt like this
What hurts, why does it hurt
Why does it hurt so damn much
What hurts, why does it hurt
Why do I want to hurt like this
I'm already hurting, it hurts so much
Why does it hurt so damn much
Ah, it hurts, I want to tell you
I just want to let you know
It's so tough, it’s really tough
Why does it have to be this hard
I want to see you, I want to see you
This pain in my chest is so intense
It was my own doing, you see
I ended up hurting myself
If I just leave it alone, it’ll fade away
But the pain keeps coming back, nagging me
If I close my eyes, I can’t see anything
I can’t understand what’s happened
It’s so unfair, I can’t take it
Someone, please know my suffering
Don’t push it, don’t push it
Don’t give me that much stimulation
It’s okay, it’s okay
Don’t keep throwing me off
I’m fading away, I’m fading away
Yeah, I’ll just disappear, so
I’ve been pretending to be fine
I’m already hurting, it hurts so much
Why does it hurt so damn much
Ah, it hurts, I want to tell you
I just want to let you know
It’s so tough, it’s really tough
Why does it have to be this hard
I want to see you, I want to see you
This pain in my chest is so intense
I’ve done it again, you know
I can’t pinpoint the cause
There’s a big one lurking around
The pain is sharp, throbbing, and buzzing
If I stay quiet, no one will know
No one else can understand
So I won’t scream, I won’t let the wind blow
I’ll just live this empty life
That’s right, that’s right
If you can endure, it’ll be fine
So I keep, so I keep
Deceiving myself
I’m fading away, I’m fading away
Now I’ll send a sign from my side
If I keep pretending, I’ll just get worn out
Manipulating my mind
Even the pain feels like pleasure
There’s no limit to it
I want to be greedy and make it complete
But I’m stuck, I’m stuck, I’m regretting
Time has passed, I want it back
I’ll only take the good parts
It’s impossible to avoid the pain
What’s hidden in the pain, what’s hidden in the pain
What is it that’s being concealed
If it’s impossible, if it’s impossible
I’ll just ask for help properly
It’s about time, it’s about time
I’m about to finish my role
It’s finally time, it’s finally time
I’ll set you free now
But you know, but you know
Sometimes I want you to remember
Because when I forget, it shows up again
Don’t get too carried away
Just pay a little attention
There’s nothing left, nowhere to go
That person can’t be found anywhere
That pain is gone, it’s gone
There’s no more suffering
There’s nothing left, nowhere to go
You can’t be seen anywhere
The pain is gone, it’s gone
It shouldn’t be hard anymore
It shouldn’t be hard anymore
It’s tough, somehow it’s tough
Why does it have to be this hard
I was just waiting for something
But somehow, something feels off
I’m already hurting, it hurts so much
This time, what hurts so damn much
It shouldn’t hurt anymore
But again, this pain in my chest is so intense
What hurts, why does it hurt
Why does it hurt so damn much
What hurts, why does it hurt
Why do I want to hurt like this
What hurts, why does it hurt
Why does it hurt so damn much
What hurts, why does it hurt
Why do I want to hurt like this