Error
Es tan oscuro el firmamento
Cuando estos sentimientos
Se desatan y se estrellan
Contra mi arrepentimiento
Colisionan con la verdad
Me presiona la realidad
Erosionan en mi pasado
Solo veneno y toxicidad
Fui un alcohólico inconsciente
Y también un padre ausente
Un esposo muy violento
Desleal e intransigente
No me preocupe del amor
Solo le tenían temor
A mis golpes y mis insultos
Que proferían puro dolor yeah
En mi mente no encuentro paz
Vivo divagando en este báratro que es mi alcatraz
Y no hay método eficaz
Para redimir cada pecado que me ha degradado
Reducido a la nada
Esperando eternamente su llegada
Mejor desistir pues sé
Que jamás vendrán
Debo sumir mi error
Aun lleno de dolor
No hay victima que ame
A su cruel agresor
Merezco su rencor
Es mi castigo hoy
Abandonado en este asilo sin amor
Pagando caro mi descomunal error
Hice sufrir y arruiné la vida
De mis hijos y mi esposa
No puedo retroceder
Y arreglar mi pecante ayer
Soy un maltratador
Que no tiene redención
Perdido entre cuatro paredes
Con la angustia que no cede
Rememoro sus miradas
Y se clavan en mi pecho
Los tenía que proteger
Me rogaban paz y poder
Tener una vida tranquila
Sin agresiones pero falle
Y ahora estoy pagando caro
Mi malicia y mi descaro
Totalmente abandonado
Olvidado sin reparo
Quiero acabar con mi existir
Suicidarme o solo morir
Sé que soy un cobarde
Que en su mismo infierno no ha podido resistir
Debo sumir mi error
Aun lleno de dolor
No hay victima que ame
A su cruel agresor
Merezco su rencor
Es mi castigo hoy
I am a monster
Living in this hell
Where is my family?
I do not want to live
And I can not belive in
Everything I did
Debo asumir mi error
Aun lleno de dolor
No hay victima que ame
A su cruel agresor
Merezco su rencor
Es mi castigo hoy
Error
The firmament is so dark
When these feelings
Unleash and crash
Against my regret
They collide with the truth
Reality presses me
Eroding in my past
Only poison and toxicity
I was an unconscious alcoholic
And also an absent father
A very violent husband
Unfaithful and uncompromising
I didn't care about love
They only feared
My blows and insults
That uttered pure pain yeah
In my mind I find no peace
I live wandering in this abyss that is my Alcatraz
And there's no effective method
To redeem each sin that has degraded me
Reduced to nothing
Waiting eternally for their arrival
Better to give up because I know
They will never come
I must face my mistake
Still full of pain
There's no victim who loves
Their cruel aggressor
I deserve their resentment
It's my punishment today
Abandoned in this loveless asylum
Paying dearly for my colossal mistake
I made them suffer and ruined the lives
Of my children and my wife
I can't go back
And fix my sinful past
I'm an abuser
With no redemption
Lost between four walls
With unyielding anguish
I remember their looks
And they pierce my chest
I had to protect them
They begged me for peace and power
To have a quiet life
Without aggression but I failed
And now I'm paying dearly
For my malice and shamelessness
Completely abandoned
Forgotten without repair
I want to end my existence
To commit suicide or just die
I know I'm a coward
Who in his own hell couldn't resist
I must face my mistake
Still full of pain
There's no victim who loves
Their cruel aggressor
I deserve their resentment
It's my punishment today
I am a monster
Living in this hell
Where is my family?
I do not want to live
And I can not believe in
Everything I did
I must face my mistake
Still full of pain
There's no victim who loves
Their cruel aggressor
I deserve their resentment
It's my punishment today