Not Drunk Enough

Never been a girl who used to cry
Didn't show emotions, don't know why
Didn't wanna feel the pain inside, I guess

But as the years keep going by
You came along and changed my mind
I should leave the past behind me
I should let you find me
Supposed to stay beside me
You were supposed to guide me
Through the ups and downs
You were always gonna be around until the end

I still think we could
'Cause you and me, we're good
And I'll tell you why this hurts, 'cause I'm sober

But I just wanna be drunk
So I can forget about you
And all the stupid things that love has pulled me through
Even when I've had too much
I still feel your touch
Maybe this just means that I'm not drunk enough

So I`m gonna get myself another drink
Whenever I start to think about you
'Cause I do what I really don't want to
But sometimes my dreams just come through

And when I get there
To a place where I see you in a kitchen
I stop wishing but that thing and I don`t need you
I don't really wanna see you
And I don't want you to see me
You would think that I was crazy
You might think that I wanna be close to you
But I'd rather wanna drink some whisky
And maybe have a little sip `o wine
`Cause right now it's the only thing that makes me forget you are mine
But right now I am sober

But I just wanna be drunk
So I can forget about you
And all the stupid things that love has pulled me through
Even when I've had too much
I still feel your touch
Maybe this just means that I`m not drunk enough

I still think we could
(I`m not drunk enough)
`Cause you and me, we`re good
`Cause I`m sober

But I just wanna be drunk
So I can forget about you
And all the stupid things that love has pulled me through
Even when I've had too much
I still feel your touch
Maybe this just means that I'm not drunk enough

(I still think we could)
But I just wanna be drunk
So I can forget about you
And all the stupid things that love has pulled me through
(`Cause you and me we're good)
Even when I've had too much
I still feel your touch
Maybe this just means that I'm not drunk enough