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Soft Mask

Ai Higuchi (ヒグチアイ)

Yawarakai Kamen

恨めば恨むほど私は綺麗になる
urameba uramu hodo watashi wa kirei ni naru
どうかあなたが幸せになりませんように
douka anata ga shiawase ni narimasen youni

今もまだ誰かの前で芝居続けてる
ima mo mada dareka no mae de shibai tsuzuketeru
もう気づいてる
mou kizuiteru?
騙される振りして上げていること
damasareru furi shite agete iru koto

あなたがつけた柔らかい仮面は
anata ga tsuketa yawarakai kamen wa
誰かに合わせて醜く傷むの
dareka ni awasete minikuku igamu no
吹きさらしの心に野草の棘が
fukisarashi no kokoro ni yasou no toge ga
ただただ刺さっただけ
tada tada sasatta dake
傷を言い訳に
kizu o iiwake ni
そんなの許さない
sonna no yurusanai

恨めば恨むほど私は綺麗になる
urameba uramu hodo watashi wa kirei ni naru
離れたその日から時計は止まったまま
hanareta sono hi kara tokei wa tomatta mama

今もまだ誰かの前で踊り続けてる
ima mo mada dareka no mae de odori tsuzuketeru
羨ましい変われるなら
urayamashii kawareru nara
私を騙してください
watashi o damashite kudasai

形を変える柔らかい仮面は
katachi o kaeru yawarakai kamen wa
剥がせないほどに傷んでしまった
hagasenai hodo ni najinde shimatta
嘘しかない日々が真実になる
uso shika nai hibi ga shinjitsu ni naru
ただただ流されて
tada tada nagasarete
失う本当の顔
ushinau hontou no kao
そんなの馬鹿みたい
sonna no baka mitai

あなたがつけた柔らかい仮面は
anata ga tsuketa yawarakai kamen wa
誰にも愛されない自分隠すため
dare ni mo aisarenai jibun kakusu tame
今にわかるわ愛す気もないのに
ima ni wakaru wa aisu ki mo nai noni
ただただ甘えただけ
tada tada amaeta dake
傷つかず傷つけて
kizutsukazu kizutsukete
そんなの許さない
sonna no yurusanai
一生許さない
isshou yurusanai
死んでも許さない
shinde mo yurusanai

Soft Mask

The more I resent, the more beautiful I become
I hope you never find happiness

Even now, I'm still acting in front of someone
I already know
Pretending to be deceived and lifting up

The soft mask you put on
Gets ugly and damaged to fit someone
Thorns of wild grass in my exposed heart
Just keep piercing
Using wounds as an excuse
I won't forgive that

The more I resent, the more beautiful I become
Since the day we parted, the clock has stopped

Even now, I'm still dancing in front of someone
If you can change, please deceive me

The soft mask that changes its shape
Has become so damaged that it can't be removed
Days filled with lies become the truth
Just being swept away
Losing the true face
That's just ridiculous

The soft mask you put on
To hide the unloved self from everyone
I know now, even though I don't feel love
Just seeking comfort
Not getting hurt, but hurting others
I won't forgive that
I'll never forgive
I won't forgive even in death

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