No Es Que Me Quiera Ir
Te quise
Con todo lo que implicaba quererte
No me importó sanarte a ti y como siempre
Para lo último me quedé
Te quise
Aunque tristemente te diera lo mismo
Aguanté hasta que no pudo mi optimismo
Me cansé de la ilusión, pinte mi raya
Aunque me parta el alma
No es que me quiera ir
Es que no me sabe estar aquí
Es que no merezco tus desprecios
Y en mi defensa alegaré que fui
La mejor versión de mí sin merecerla
No es mi culpa que no quieras
No es que me quiera ir
Es que ya no sé cómo quedarme
Puse todo, todo de mi parte
Pero no basto
No sé qué me falto
Solo espero que al final no te arrepientas
Que te salgan mal las cuentas
Que te vaya bien
Búscate otro amor
Y ojalá que te quiera la mitad
De lo que te quería yo
No es que me quiera ir
Es que no me sabe estar aquí
Es que no merezco tus desprecios
Y en mi defensa alegaré que fui
La mejor versión de mí sin merecerla
No es mi culpa que no quieras
No es que me quiera ir
Es que ya no sé cómo quedarme
Puse todo, todo de mi parte
Pero no basto
No sé qué me falto
Solo espero que al final no te arrepientas
Que te salgan mal las cuentas
Que te vaya bien
Búscate otro amor
Y ojalá que te quiera la mitad
De lo que te quería yo
It's Not That I Want to Leave
I loved you
With all that loving you implied
I didn't care about healing you and as always
I stayed for last
I loved you
Even though sadly it meant the same to you
I endured until my optimism couldn't take it
I got tired of the illusion, drew my line
Even if it breaks my heart
It's not that I want to leave
It's that I don't know how to stay here
It's that I don't deserve your disdain
And in my defense I will argue that I was
The best version of myself without deserving it
It's not my fault that you don't want
It's not that I want to leave
It's that I don't know how to stay
I gave everything, everything on my part
But it wasn't enough
I don't know what I lacked
I just hope that in the end you don't regret
That your calculations go wrong
I wish you well
Find another love
And hopefully they love you half
Of how much I loved you
It's not that I want to leave
It's that I don't know how to stay here
It's that I don't deserve your disdain
And in my defense I will argue that I was
The best version of myself without deserving it
It's not my fault that you don't want
It's not that I want to leave
It's that I don't know how to stay
I gave everything, everything on my part
But it wasn't enough
I don't know what I lacked
I just hope that in the end you don't regret
That your calculations go wrong
I wish you well
Find another love
And hopefully they love you half
Of how much I loved you