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My Body

Arroba Nat

Mi Cuerpo

Cansada de mirarme en el espejo
Cansada de tener un cuerpo
No me enseñaron a quererlo
No me enseñaron a quererlo

Pensando cada día en comer menos
Pero luego me arrepiento y lo compenso
La culpa me mira desde lejos
Se repite todo este proceso

No hay día en que no piense
En querer cambiar mi cuerpo
No hay día en que no piense
En querer ser talla cero

Cansada de comparar mi cuerpo
Cansada de llevarlo a los extremos
No me enseñaron a quererlo
No me enseñaron a quererlo

No hay día en que no piense
En querer cambiar mi cuerpo

Todavía puedo escuchar a mamá
Flaquita te ves más bonita

Todavía puedo escuchar a papá
Cada día estás más llenita

Todavía puedo escucharte opinar
Sobre cómo ha cambiado mi cuerpo

No hay día en que no piense
En querer amar mi cuerpo
No hay día en que no intente
Odiarme un poco menos

Y no es que yo esté mal
Puedo ocupar un lugar
Mi cuerpo es mi cuerpo
Me ha costado mucho quererlo

My Body

Tired of looking at myself in the mirror
Tired of having a body
I wasn't taught to love it
I wasn't taught to love it

Thinking every day about eating less
But then I regret it and make up for it
Guilt stares at me from afar
This entire process is repeated

There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think
About wanting to change my body
There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think
About wanting to be a size zero

Tired of comparing my body
Tired of taking it to extremes
I wasn't taught to love it
I wasn't taught to love it

There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think
About wanting to change my body

I can still hear mom
You look prettier skinny

I can still hear dad
You're getting plumper every day

I can still hear you give your opinion
About how my body has changed

There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think
In wanting to love my body
There isn't a day that goes by that I don't try
To hate me a little less

And it's not that I'm doing bad
I can take a place
My body is my body
It took me a long time to love it