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Eslamading

Tunlar qorong'u xonam yoritadi oy
Go'yo dardlarim tushunganday hoyna-hoy
Meni ovutadi, tunlarim o'tadi
Kunlarim seni bir bor qaytishing istar
Seni so'gindim, degan so'zlaring qo'msab
Qalbim og'rinadi, shunday kun o'tadi

Sog'inganingda meni osmonga qara
Qanchalar sog'inganimni undan so'ra
Sen bir bor eslaysanmi meni hech?
Sening orzularingda afsus men emas
Men sevgan ko'zlaringda sevgi ko'rinmas
Men hamon yasharman seni deb

Telbalarcha sevdim shunchaki
Sendan ham shuni kutdim balki
Seni deb o'zimni unutib
Zahirangda qoldimmi yoki?

Ayrilamizmi shunday?
Farqi yo'qmi senga, ayt?
Bir bor eslamading
Talab-talabin yuragingni yoki sezmading

Telbalarcha sevdim shunchaki
Sendan ham shuni kutdim balki
Seni deb o'zimni unutib
Zahirangda qoldimmi yoki?

Nahot shunday ayrilamiz
Oson yengilaveramiz?
Sevgimiz anglamay
Talab-talabin yuragimiz aslo o'ylamay

Qadam-qadam tobora yuragimda dard
Negadir xayollarim bo'ysunmay, faqat
Seni sog'inadi, senga talpinadi
O'tar kunlarim, lekin halovatim yo'q
Yo'llari berk ko'chada qolganday biroq
Qalbim og'rinadi, dard meni qiynaydi

Sog'inganingda yana osmonga qara
Yashayman har kuni undan seni so'rab
Sog'indim, yetar, qiynama meni
Sendan olisligimga yurak chidolmas
Sensiz kunlarimga hech ham ko'na olmas
Sevaman, yetar sinama meni

Vaqtida tushunmadik, sevgi bo'ldi dard
Ikkimiz qiynaydimi endi to abad?
Nahot oson so'nib ketar bu sevgimiz
O'ngga chapga bo'linar bu yo'llarimiz

Bir-birimiz uchun yaralganmiz axir
Sensiz o'tgan kunlarim qara, qanchalar og'ir
Qo'msayman birma-bir, sevasanku axir
Kutarman go'yo qaytarsan hozir

Telbalarcha sevdim shunchaki
Sendan ham shuni kutdim balki
Seni deb o'zimni unutdim
Zahirangda qoldimmi yoki?

Ayrilamizmi shunday?
Farqi yo'qmi senga, ayt?
Bir bor eslamading
Talab-talabin yuragingni yoki sezmading

Telbalarcha sevdim shunchaki
Sendan ham shuni kutdim balki
Seni deb o'zimni unutib
Zahirangda qoldimmi yoki?

Nahot shunday ayrilamiz
Oson yengilaveramiz?
Sevgimiz anglamay
Talab-talabin yuragimiz aslo o'ylamay

Tunlar qorong'u xonam yoritadi oy

Eslamading

The moon lights up my dark room at night
As if it understands my pain, oh so right
It comforts me, my nights pass by
I wish for just one day for you to return
I miss you, your words burn like fire
My heart aches, and the days just turn

When you miss me, look up at the sky
Ask it how much I long for you, oh my
Do you ever remember me at all?
In your dreams, sadly, I’m not the one
In the eyes I loved, love can’t be seen
I still live for you, that’s my routine

I loved you madly, just like that
Maybe I expected this from you, and that
For you, I forgot myself completely
Am I left behind in your shadow, or what?

Are we really gonna part this way?
Does it even matter to you? Just say
You never thought of me once
Didn’t feel the ache in your heart, or what?

I loved you madly, just like that
Maybe I expected this from you, and that
For you, I forgot myself completely
Am I left behind in your shadow, or what?

Is it really how we’re gonna break?
Will we just let it go, for heaven's sake?
Our love, without understanding
Doesn’t care about the ache in our hearts, no planning

Step by step, my heart aches more
For some reason, my thoughts won’t ignore
It longs for you, it yearns for you
Days pass by, but I find no peace
Like I’m stuck in a dead-end street, oh please
My heart aches, this pain won’t cease

When you miss me, look up at the sky
I live each day asking it where you lie
I miss you, enough, don’t torture me
My heart can’t take being far from you
Without you, my days just won’t do
I love you, enough, don’t test me too

We didn’t understand in time, love turned to pain
Do we both suffer now, forever in vain?
Is it really that easy for our love to fade?
Left and right, our paths just frayed

We were made for each other, can’t you see?
Look at how heavy my days are without thee
I’ll hold on one by one, I love you, you see
I wait as if you’ll return to me right now

I loved you madly, just like that
Maybe I expected this from you, and that
For you, I forgot myself completely
Am I left behind in your shadow, or what?

Are we really gonna part this way?
Does it even matter to you? Just say
You never thought of me once
Didn’t feel the ache in your heart, or what?

I loved you madly, just like that
Maybe I expected this from you, and that
For you, I forgot myself completely
Am I left behind in your shadow, or what?

Is it really how we’re gonna break?
Will we just let it go, for heaven's sake?
Our love, without understanding
Doesn’t care about the ache in our hearts, no planning

The moon lights up my dark room at night.