Shout Baby (Ending 7)
いつもと違う髪のにおい
itsumo to chigau kami no nioi
踊らされてしまう悔しいな
dorasarerete shimau kuyashii na
緩んでしまう口元 マフラーにそっと沈めた
yurunde shimau kuchimoto mafuraa ni sotto shizumeta
いつから私こんな風に
itsukara watashi konna fuu ni
我慢強くなれていたんだろう
gamanzuyoku narete itan darou
子供の頃から泣き虫だって馬鹿にされたのに
kodomo no koro kara nakimushi datte baka ni sareta noni
内緒にしていてね
naisho ni shite ite ne
なんて残酷な言葉
nante zankoku na kotoba
叫び声霞んでく
sakebigoe kasunde ku
ありふれてるはずの未来には遠くて
arifureteru hazu no mirai ni wa tookute
誰に聞かずとも分かる
dare ni kikazu tomo wakaru
あいつの元には届きやしない
aitsu no moto ni wa todokiyashinai
どこに辿り着けばいい?
doko ni tadoritsukeba ii?
分からなくてただ縋り付いて
wakaranakute tada sugari tsuite
毎日の不安をかき消すほど
mainichi no fuan wo kakikesu hodo
胸を焦がす憧れなど消えない
mune wo kogasu akogare nado kienai
変わりたい
kawaritai
何でもすぐに後回しに
nandemo sugu ni atomawashi ni
してしまうような私だから
shite shimau you na watashi dakara
僅かな繋がりだけでもずっと守りたかった
wazuka na tsunagari dake demo zutto mamoritakatta
内緒にしていたら
naisho ni shite itara
あってもないようなものだね
atte mo nai you na mono da ne
忘れてしまえる程
wasurete shimaeru hodo
ちっぽけな想いではないよ分かってる?
chippoke na omoi de wa nai yo wakatteru?
夜が明ける頃にまた
yoru ga akeru koro ni mata
真面目な姿だけ身に付けて
majime na sugata dake mi ni tsukete
だってそれしかなかったの
datte sore shika nakatta no
初めてのことに戸惑ってる
hajimete no koto ni tomado tteru
退屈な時間をかき消すほど
taikutsu na jikan wo kakikesu hodo
胸を占めるあいつなんて もう もう
mune wo shimeru aitsu nante mou mou
こんなもの知りたくなかった
konna mono shiritakunakatta
あの時ああすれば良かった
ano toki aa sureba yokatta
こんなに脆いものだけど
konna ni moroi mono dakedo
自分を肯定したかった
jibun wo koutei shitakatta
悪いことをしてるようで
warui koto wo shiteru you de
自分が情けなかった
jibun ga nasakenakatta
だけど全て初めてで
dakedo subete hajimete de
まだ信じていたかった
mada shinjite itakatta
誰に聞かずとも分かる
dare ni kikazu tomo wakaru
あいつは幸せをくれやしない
aitsu wa shiawase wo kure ya shinai
それでもあいつがくれたもの
soredemo aitsu ga kureta mono
何もなかったわけじゃないから
nani mo nakatta wake janai kara
毎日の不安をかき消すほど
mainichi no fuan wo kakikesu hodo
ずるい嘘が嬉しくて消えない
zurui uso ga ureshikute kienai
変わりたい
kawaritai
Shout Baby (Ending 7)
The smell of your hair is different from usual, it's frustrating to be dancing around, my mouth is loose, I gently sink into the scarf
Since when have I been able to be so patient? Even as a child, I was mocked for being a crybaby
"Keep it a secret" - those cruel words, my screams fade away, the future that should be ordinary seems so far away
I don't need to ask anyone to know I can't reach him Where should I go?
I don't understand, so I just cling to it, and it erases my everyday anxieties, but the yearning that burns in my heart won't disappear, and I want to change
I'm the kind of person who puts things off right away, so I wanted to protect even the slightest connection
If I keep it a secret, it's like it never existed. It's not such a small feeling that I can just forget about it. Do you understand?
When dawn breaks, I put on my serious face again Because that was all I had I was confused by new things That guy who filled my heart so much that it drowned out the boring times is already gone
I didn't want to know about such things I should have done that at that time Even though it's such a fragile thing I wanted to affirm myself I felt pathetic as if I was doing something wrong But it was all new to me and I still wanted to believe
I don't need to ask anyone to know that he won't give me happiness, but that doesn't mean he didn't give me anything. His cunning lies are so pleasing they erase my daily anxieties, and they won't go away. I want to change