I Lose
She invited me to a pity party
Every hour everyone was making fun of me
I told her it really didn't matter
You can't imagine what it's done to my personality
I don't know where she should go, but I lose
Though I tried, like a lullaby, I lose
Once I saw her in a crazy dream
She was laughing, I looked the other way
Then I find that she unwinds, she puts me down behind my back
Everyone seems to have a love but me, it's what I lack
I've been denied the hurt inside, I lose
Though she was barely a friend of mine, I lose
I got left out of the "in" crowd
They speak as if I was there
They say the cruelest things, I seen their type
A bunch of buttwipes that rule
Don't make sense, it's really strange, I lose
Though I try, there's no sense giving up, I lose
I walk the second mile, there's no one there, I lose
I pick up the pieces of my broken dream, I lose
Everyone had their fun, I lose
Yet she was a one of them from the beginning
How am I to carry on, there's no help given
Then I realize it's all reoccurrence
What they're thinking, their mind is a blur
I seen the future, and I ain't even there, I lose
I see it all, and it's really, the same old thing, I lose
They think they're smart, all huddled together, I lose
One more time, I try to make it, I lose
I lose, I lose
Tell me about it, darlin', now
Pierdo
Me invitó a una fiesta de lástima
Cada hora todos se burlaban de mí
Le dije que realmente no importaba
No puedes imaginar lo que ha hecho a mi personalidad
No sé a dónde debería ir ella, pero pierdo
Aunque lo intenté, como una canción de cuna, pierdo
Una vez la vi en un sueño loco
Ella se reía, yo miraba hacia otro lado
Luego descubro que se desenreda, me critica a mis espaldas
Todos parecen tener amor menos yo, es lo que me falta
Me han negado el dolor interior, pierdo
Aunque apenas era una amiga mía, pierdo
Me dejaron fuera del grupo 'popular'
Hablan como si yo estuviera allí
Dicen las cosas más crueles, conozco su tipo
Un montón de idiotas que mandan
No tiene sentido, es realmente extraño, pierdo
Aunque lo intento, no tiene sentido rendirse, pierdo
Camino la segunda milla, no hay nadie allí, pierdo
Recojo los pedazos de mi sueño roto, pierdo
Todos se divirtieron, pierdo
Aunque ella era una de ellos desde el principio
¿Cómo voy a seguir adelante, si no hay ayuda?
Luego me doy cuenta de que es todo una recurrencia
Lo que están pensando, sus mentes son un caos
He visto el futuro, y ni siquiera estoy allí, pierdo
Lo veo todo, y es realmente, lo mismo de siempre, pierdo
Ellos creen que son listos, todos juntos, pierdo
Una vez más, intento lograrlo, pierdo
Pierdo, pierdo
Cuéntame sobre eso, cariño, ahora
Escrita por: Daniel Johnston