When you're away from me
I'm sadder than ever
I wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true
I'll leave you a day or two
For you to supposedly think of something clever
For you to write yourself a letter
For you to tell yourself what to do
I read your interviews
I never avoid your avenue
When I told you I was passing by
My boss said go to work or he'll fire me
You knew you asked me to
I will stay calm with what you told me
That I would do the opposite of what I told you to do
And that you would be more afraid
I know it's not fair
'Cause clearly I didn't know that
Would make you miserable
And if you really want to know
When you walk away from me
I'm sadder than ever
I wish I could explain it better
I wish it wasn't true
I called you back, drunk in my Benz
Driving home under the influence
I scared you to death, but you waste your breath
Cause I only listen to my fucking friends
You do not identify with me
You don't identify with me, no
'Cause I always treated you like shitty
I made you hate this city
You never said shit about me on the internet
You never told anyone anything bad about me
'Cause my shitty life is embarrassing, it was your everything
And everything that I did made you fucking sad
Sorry if I make you waste time you don't have
I'm a shitty person and I accept it
You could talk about every time I'm on time
But you stay quiet, because that never happened
You never heard from your mother or friends, so
You stopped listening to them, because I was stupid
Ruin everything good
I always said I was misunderstood
All your moments you made mine
Damn my life, I'll leave you alone!