Antoinette Blue
夢を見た怖い夢を
yume wo mita kowai yume wo
遠ざかる背中に
toozakaru senaka ni
凍えた
KOGOETA
あるはずのその温度を
aru hazu no sono ondo wo
もう一度って
mou ichido tte
探してた
sagashiteta
向き出しの一人の夜
muki dashi no hitori no yoru
逃げる場所も何もなくて
nigeru basho mo nani mo nakute
ああいつか戸惑いながら
aa itsuka tomadoi nagara
自分を責めてた
jibun wo semeteta
だから側にいて
dakara soba ni ite
ずっとだと言って
zutto dato itte
悪魔の声をかき消すまで
akuma no koe wo kakikesu made
失わぬように
ushinawanu you ni
そっと確かめる
sotto tashikameru
大切な記憶は
taisetsu na kioku wa
過ちになっても
ayamachi ni natte mo
ねえなぜか美しいだけ
nee naze ka utsukushii dake
青い蝶
aoi chou
沖に入りの髪留めを
oki ni iri no kamidome wo
背中に飾って
unaji ni kazatte
風に舞う君はそれを
kaze ni mau kimi wa sore wo
標本見たいって笑った
hyouhon mita itte waratta
飲まれてく光るの渦
nomareteku hikaru no uzu
だけどとても優しすぎて
dakedo totemo yasashi sugite
引き金を引ける準備を
hikigane wo hikeru junbi wo
私は知っていた
watashi wa shitte ita
だから側にいて
dakara soba ni ite
ちゃんと触れていて
chanto furete ite
私が指に溶け出すほど
watashi ga yubi ni toke dasu hodo
息の音を止めるそんな快楽で
iki no ne wo tomeru sonna kairaku de
乾いた約束は
kawaita yakusoku wa
ケロイドを残して
KEROIDO wo nokoshite
こんなにも愛しいだけ
konna ni mo itoshii dake
だから側にいて
dakara soba ni ite
ずっとだと言って
zutto da to itte
悪魔の声をかき消すまで
akuma no koe wo kakikesu made
失わぬように
ushinawanu you ni
そっと確かめる
sotto tashikameru
いつかそのすべてが
itsuka sono subete ga
過ちになっても構わない
ayamachi ni natte mo kamawanai
愛におかして
ai ni okashite
Antoinette Blue
I had a dream, a scary dream
Fading away in the distance
I froze
That warmth I should have felt
I was searching for it
Just one more time
A lonely night laid bare
With nowhere to run, nothing at all
Oh, someday while I was lost
I blamed myself
So stay by my side
And say it’ll be forever
Until I drown out the devil’s voice
I’ll hold on tight
And gently make sure
Those precious memories
Even if they turn into mistakes
Hey, for some reason, they’re just beautiful
A blue butterfly
With a hairpin from the sea
Adorning my back
You danced in the wind
Laughing, saying it looked like a specimen
Swallowed by a whirl of shining light
But it was just too gentle
I knew I was ready to pull the trigger
So stay by my side
Keep touching me right
To the point I melt into your fingers
In that pleasure that stops my breath
A dry promise
Leaves a keloid
Yet it’s still so dear
So stay by my side
And say it’ll be forever
Until I drown out the devil’s voice
I’ll hold on tight
And gently make sure
Someday, if all of this
Turns into mistakes, I won’t mind
I’ll surrender to love.