vanitas
そのときはわかるの
sono toki wa wakaru no
いしきはあるの
ishiki wa aru no
というむいしき
toiu muishiki
さつばつとしたかんじょうを
satsubatsu to shita kanjou wo
りかいできずさまよう もらる
rikai dekizu samayou moraru
おのれのさえねつにひとみをつむり
onore no sae netsu ni hitomi wo tsumuri
どくをまきちらしてはくそをこしらえる
doku wo maki chirashite wa kuso wo koshiraeru
にんげんとはなにかやくもわからずとまどい
ningen to wa nani ka yaku mo wakarazu tomadoi
あざむきうらぎりつづけるそれすらもいしきのそと
azamuki uragiri tsuzukeru sore sura mo ishiki no soto
つみぶかきひびよ
tsumibukaki hibi yo
さびたかこともにありて
sabita kako tomo ni arite
おらかなとびらさえもこじあけてしまえば
oraka na tobira sae mo koji akete shimaeba
ゆめからさめるの
yume kara sameru no
かきむしるとおいかこみじゅくさを
kakimushiru toui kako mijukusa wo
こっぱみじんにきりさいたきさまをべんきにながしてやりたい
koppamijin ni kiri saita kisama wo benki ni nagashite yaritai
そこははきだめのような
soko wa hakidame no you na
すくいがたいりそうかな
sukui gatai risou kana
ひびのあやまちはかえられぬこわいかこ
hibi no ayamachi wa kaerarenu kowai kako
ねむりなさい
nemurinasai
ならくへ
naraku he
Vanitas
You'll understand it then
Awareness is there
But it's a kind of unawareness
Wandering, unable to grasp
The bleak emotions, so hollow
Shutting my eyes to my own heat
Spreading poison, making a mess
What does it mean to be human? I can't even tell
Continuing to deceive and betray, all beyond awareness
Oh, heavy days of sin
Rusty echoes linger
If I can just break open
Even that cheerful door
I’ll wake from this dream
Tearing apart the rotten, decaying mess
I want to wash away
Your shattered self into pieces
It feels like a dump down there
A place hard to save
The mistakes of the days can't be undone, a terrifying past
Sleep now
Into the abyss.