Heavy

Baby can we take a walk?
I don’t feel like talking
While everybody’s smiling in the kitchen
And lately I have felt like shit
The space behind my eyelids is
Home to a feeling I’ve been missing and yeah
I had a drink
Isn’t it endearing?
Wearing all these problems on my sleeve
We round, back to your street
But I feel

I feel heavier, heavier, heavier heavier, heavier heavier
I feel heavier, heavier, heavier heavier, heavier heavier

I’ve been reading into programs
Relying on a romance
To get this feeling out from under my nails
And I ask- where does all the good go?
I theorize a black hole and
Try not to get too sentimental and so
I have a drink
I feel a little better
Is this the way you always feel?
I’m jealous and uncool
But could I ask
Do you feel

I feel heavier, heavier, heavier heavier, heavier heavier
I feel heavier, heavier, heavier heavier, heavier heavier

And all of my problems I know I’ll solve them
I think I’m doing fine
The man in the dream said
I will feel better yeah it’s only just a matter of time
And call off the party, dampen the rockets
It was a trick of light
I’m sorry you waited
I thought I could make it
But it’s only just a matter of time
Till I feel heavier

I feel heavier, heavier, heavier, heavier