Ambivalent (アンビバレント)
そのあしをふみだせないでいるのかい
sono ashi o fumidasenaide iru no kai
じぶんがきずつくことがいやなくせに
jibun ga kizutsuku koto ga iyana kuse ni
いつのひかねつりょうやかんじょうさえも
itsunohika netsuryō ya kanjō sae mo
どっかにおきざりになって
dokka ni okizari ni natte
ぬけがらになってしまうでもめをそむけるの
nukegara ni natte shimau demo mewosomukeru no
そのこころのとびらをいまのっくしてたずねてみたんだ
sono kokoro no tobira o ima nokku shite tazunete mita nda
ほんとうのきもちをしりたくてきかせて
hontō no kimochi o shiritakute kika sete
きみはかんじょうてきでときにはれいせいちんちゃくで
kimi wa kanjō-tekide tokiniha reisei chinchaku de
あいぼうはじまんなしょうめいいきたいないきたいな
aibō wa jiman’na shōmei ikitai na ikitai na
もういちどだけこきゅうをあわせてあいずをおくるから
mōichido dake kokyū o awasete aizu o okurukara
このぼくのこころをわかせてわかせてくれ
kono boku no kokoro o waka sete waka sete kure
そのこえをふりしぼれないでいるのなら
sono koe o furishiborenaide iru nonara
むねにそっとてをかざしてはなしてみるの
mune ni sotto te o kazashite hanashite miru no
こどものころはせかいのしゅじんこうてきな
kodomo no koro wa sekai no shujinkō-tekina
そんざいだとおもってたんだ
sonzaida to omotteta nda
はずかしくなってきたまためをそむけるの
hazukashiku natte kita mata mewosomukeru no
まもりたいものがどんどんふえてきてこのきもちはなんだ
mamoritaimono ga dondon fuete kite kono kimochi wa nanda
ほんとうのじぶんにきづかせてみさせて
hontō no jibun ni kidzuka sete mi sa sete
きみはおくびょうなしょうねんときにはじこちゅうしんてきで
kimi wa okubyōna shōnen tokiniha jiko chūshin-tekide
それでもみらいのむくかたへいきたいといきたいと
soredemo mirai no muku kata e ikitai to ikitai to
つよくねがうきみのそのめには
tsuyoku negau kimi no sono-me ni wa
もうまよいわないから
mō mayoi wanaikara
あつくもえるほのうがこころにともるから
atsuku moeru honō ga kokoro ni tomorukara
ずっとひとりだったんだ
zutto hitoridatta nda
こえをあらげたしょうねんもうなにもさびしくはないさ
koe o ara geta shōnen mō nani mo sabishiku wa nai sa
こんどはぼくのばんだからもういちど
kondo wa boku no bandakara mōichido
あきらめないでこきゅうをあわせてあいずをおくるから
akiramenaide kokyū o awasete aizu o okurukara
えらぶんだきみのみらいを
erabu nda kimi no mirai o
きみはかんじょうてきでときにはれいせいちんちゃくで
kimi wa kanjō-tekide tokiniha reisei chinchaku de
あいぼうはじまんなしょうめいいきたいないきたいな
aibō wa jiman’na shōmei ikitai na ikitai na
もういちどだけこきゅうをあわせてあいずをおくるから
mōichido dake kokyū o awasete aizu o okurukara
このぼくのこころをわかせてわかせてくれ
kono boku no kokoro o waka sete waka sete kure
Ambivalent
Why can't you take that step forward
Even though you hate getting hurt
Even your usual enthusiasm and kindness
Seem to have been left somewhere
Turning away from the arguments that have become hollow
I now knock on the door of your heart to ask
Wanting to know your true feelings, tell me
You are emotional and sometimes rational
No boasting, no excuses, no lies, no lies
I'll send my love once more, combining our breaths
Please understand my heart, let me understand yours
If you can't muster that voice
Gently placing my hand on your chest, I try to let go
In my childhood, I thought adults were
The essence of the world
Feeling embarrassed, I turn my eyes away again
The things I want to protect keep increasing, what is this feeling?
Let me realize my true self, let me try
You are a timid boy and sometimes self-centered
But still, you want to head towards the future
In your eyes, which I strongly wish for
I won't lose my way anymore
Because a burning flame is lit in my heart
I've always been alone
The boy who raised his voice is no longer lonely
This time it's my turn, once again
Don't give up, I'll send my love, combining our breaths
It's your turn to choose your future
You are emotional and sometimes rational
No boasting, no excuses, no lies, no lies
I'll send my love once more, combining our breaths
Please understand my heart, let me understand yours