Raison D'etre
漂うこの空気にストップただ矛盾を抱いている
Tadayou kono kuuki ni SUTOPPU tada mujun wo daite iru
今更もうスピードでスタート切ったって
Imasara mou SUPIIDO de SUTAATO kitta tte
どうやったって追いつきやしないぜメイデイ
Dou yattatte oitsuki ya shinai ze MEIDEI
強がりに嫌気が差している
Tsuyogari ni iyake ga sashite iru
弱音も吐けないままでいる弱音も吐けないままでいる
Yowane mo hakenai mama de iru yowane mo hakenai mama de iru
損得のものさしでポイって捨てられ
Sontoku no monosashi de POI tte suterare
予想外の顔してまたやり過ごす
Yosougai no kao shite mata yarisugosu
存在もないようなもんだ誰もわかっちゃいないや
Sonzai mo nai you na mon da dare mo wakacchai nai ya
感情論に優ってなんて恥かれば落ちる
Kanjouron ni sugatte nante haji kareba ochiru
だけど夢に目覚めた君は何を見るの
Dakedo yume ni mezameta kimi wa nani wo miru no
最低な日を超えて
Saitei na hi wo koete
最善のなる方へ
Saizen no naru hou e
どうしたんだ期待なんてもうしてられないから
Doushitan da kitai nante mou shiterarenai kara
その時をじっと待っている
Sono toki wo jitto matte iru
曖昧な視界に立って
Aimai na shikai ni tatte
最限のない方へ
Saigen no nai hou e
こんな気持ちさえも捨てきれないのなら
Konna kimochi sae mo sutekirenai no nara
混ざって混ざって生まれ変わるまで
Mazatte mazatte umarekawaru made
終わらない夢を
Owaranai yume wo
したがわないことでしか意味判断されることでしか
Shitagawanai koto de shika imi handan sareru koto de shika
焦りだけでは満たされないありのままなど見せたくはないね
Aseri dake de wa mitasarenai ari no mama nado misetakunai ne
へらへらと今日も笑っている
Herahera to kyou mo waratte iru
弱音も吐けないままでいる弱音も吐けないままでいる
Yowane mo hakenai mama de iru yowane mo hakenai mama de iru
気弁に振る舞う自己安心さえ
Kibend ni furumau jiko anshin sae
真実に困惑する必要もない
Shinjitsu ni konwaku suru hitsuyou mo nai
裏切ってしまいそうな今日がかける言葉もないな
Uragitte shimaisou na kyou ga kakeru kotoba mo nai na
根拠ないもう一生なんて恥かれば落ちる
Konkyo nai mou isshou nante haji kareba ochiru
だけど答えなど待っても君に会えやしないと
Dakedo kotae nado matte mo kimi ni aeyashinai to
会いたい武器を取って
Aitai buki wo totte
感情のなる方へ
Kanjou no naru hou e
こんな気持ちさえも捨てきれないのなら
Konna kimochi sae mo sutekirenai no nara
混ざって混ざって生まれ変わるまで
Mazatte mazatte umarekawaru made
終わらない夢を
Owaranai yume wo
足りないものばかりの僕ら
Tarinai mono bakari no bokura
外見だけ取り繕った
Gaihen dake toritsukurotta
続かないことに苛立った
Tsuzukanai koto ni iradatta
他人を見下し笑ったんだ
Tanin wo mioroshi warattanda
そうしないともう僕の心は壊れてしまうから
Sou shinai to mou boku no kokoro wa kowarete shimau kara
本当はもうわかってるんだ
Hontou wa mou wakatterun da
期待されない人生だ
Kitai sarenai jinsei da
根拠もないあの日のような
Konkyo mo nai ano hi no you na
真っ直ぐな瞳は
Massugu na hitomi wa
だけど夢に目覚めた君は何を見るの
Dakedo yume ni mezameta kimi wa nani wo miru no
最低な日を超えて
Saitei na hi wo koete
最善のなる方へ
Saizen no naru hou e
どうしたんだ期待なんてもうしてられないから
Doushitan da kitai nante mou shiterarenai kara
その時をじっと待っている
Sono toki wo jitto matte iru
曖昧な視界に立って
Aimai na shikai ni tatte
最限のない方へ
Saigen no nai hou e
こんな気持ちさえも捨てきれないのなら
Konna kimochi sae mo sutekirenai no nara
混ざって混ざって生まれ変わるまで
Mazatte mazatte umarekawaru made
終わらない夢を
Owaranai yume wo
その先の君を
Sono saki no kimi wo
Reason for Being
In this drifting air, I'm just holding contradictions
Even if I start at full speed now
There's no way I can catch up, Mayday
I'm getting tired of pretending to be strong
I'm still unable to voice my complaints, still unable to voice my complaints
Thrown away by the balance of gains and losses
Putting on an unexpected face and getting through it again
It's like there's no existence, no one understands
If you're embarrassed by emotional arguments, you'll fall
But what do you see, you who have awakened to your dreams?
Beyond the worst days
Towards the best outcome
What's wrong? I can't afford to have expectations anymore
So I'm patiently waiting for that moment
Standing in a vague field of vision
Towards the limitless end
If I can't even discard these feelings
I'll mix and mix until I'm reborn
Endless dreams
Only judged by what's not done, only judged by what's not
I don't want to show my true self, not just with impatience
Laughing carelessly again today
I'm still unable to voice my complaints, still unable to voice my complaints
Even self-assurance that behaves with ease
There's no need to be confused by the truth
There are no words to say on a day that seems like it might betray
Without a basis, a lifetime without another chance, if you're embarrassed, you'll fall
But even if I wait for an answer, I won't be able to meet you
Taking the weapon of longing
Towards the emotional side
If I can't even discard these feelings
I'll mix and mix until I'm reborn
Endless dreams
We, who are lacking in everything
Only covered up our appearance
Frustrated by things that don't last
Looked down on others and laughed
I have to do that, or else my heart will break
I already know the truth
It's a life without expectations
Like that day with no basis
The straight eyes
But what do you see, you who have awakened to your dreams?
Beyond the worst days
Towards the best outcome
What's wrong? I can't afford to have expectations anymore
So I'm patiently waiting for that moment
Standing in a vague field of vision
Towards the limitless end
If I can't even discard these feelings
I'll mix and mix until I'm reborn
Endless dreams
The you beyond that