Calm Envy
降りしきる雨の音に沈みそうな
Furishikiru ame no oto ni shizumi-sō na
その約束は誰の夢で誰のための夢だろう
Sono yakusoku wa dare no yume de dare no tame no yume darō
I want to see all of you, I want to love all of you
I want to see all of you, I want to love all of you
どうかしてるね
Dōka shiteru ne
つなぐ手と逆の手にはいつも知らない香りがしてる
Tsunagu te to gyaku no te ni wa itsumo shiranai kaori ga shiteru
I want to see all of you, I want to love all of you
I want to see all of you, I want to love all of you
息はちゃんとできてるのに崩れそうになる
Iki wa chanto dekiteru noni kuzuresō ni naru
言葉よりも深く愛してくれなら
Kotoba yori mo fukaku aishite kurenara
目の前にいるあなただけを信じていける
Me no mae ni iru anata dake o shinjite ikeru
ふいに見せた過去に触れるたびにもろく
Fui ni miseta kako ni fureru tabi ni moroku
埋め尽くせない空白に涙浮かべ
Umezukusenai kuuhaku ni namida ukabe
安らぎに甘えてても隣のあなたが私の中から途切れそうになる
Yasuragi ni amaetetemo tonari no anata ga watashi no naka kara togiresō ni naru
I want to see all of you, I want to love all of you
I want to see all of you, I want to love all of you
答えは笑みに溺れ
Kotae wa emi ni obore
You don't love, the everyday shadow when it was lost
You don't love, the everyday shadow when it was lost
かき消せないほど抱えてる
Kakikesenai hodo kakaeteru
あなたに投げた言葉も愛してくれるなら
Anata ni nageta kotoba mo aishite kureru nara
目の前にいるあなただけを信じていける
Me no mae ni iru anata dake o shinjite ikeru
ふいに見せた過去に触れるたびに痛む
Fui ni miseta kako ni fureru tabi ni itamu
私のいない空白まで愛したい
Watashi no inai kuuhaku made aishitai
気付かれないように涙は拭うから
Kizukarenai yō ni namida wa nuguu kara
この以上私の前で笑わないで
Kono ijō watashi no mae de warawanaide
さよならを隠す二人じゃなく
Sayonara o kakusu futari ja naku
さよならを泣く二人でいたい
Sayonara o naku futari de itai
思い返すより忘れて欲しい
Omoikaesu yori wasurete hoshii
そして私を空白に置いて
Soshite watashi o kuuhaku ni oite
もう過ぎた日々を追ったりしないで
Mō sugita hibi o otta ri shinai de
もうこれ以上置いていかないで
Mō kore ijō oite ikanaide
せめて
Semete
さよならを握り眠る私の
Sayonara o nigiri nemuru watashi no
ほのかな熱をタバコのように消して
Honoka na netsu o TABAKO no yō ni keshite
帰らない日々を愛した人よ
Kaeranai hibi o aishita hito yo
Calm Envy
Sinking into the sound of the pouring rain
Whose dream is that promise for and whose dream is it
I want to see all of you, I want to love all of you
You're acting strange
The hand that holds mine always carries an unknown scent
I want to see all of you, I want to love all of you
Even though I can breathe properly, I feel like I'm falling apart
If you can love me deeper than words
I can believe in only you in front of me
Every time I touch the past you suddenly showed, it crumbles
Tears well up in the unfilled void
Even if I seek solace, the you next to me seems to fade away from within
I want to see all of you, I want to love all of you
Drowning in a smile is the answer
You don't love, the everyday shadow when it was lost
I carry it so much that it can't be erased
If the words I threw at you can love me
I can believe in only you in front of me
It hurts every time I touch the past you suddenly showed
I want to love even the empty space without me
I wipe away the tears so you won't notice
Don't laugh in front of me anymore
Rather than hiding goodbye between us
I want to cry goodbye together
I want you to forget rather than reminisce
And leave me in emptiness
Don't chase after the past days anymore
Don't leave me anymore
At least
Don't leave me with a goodbye
Extinguish my faint warmth like a cigarette
To the one who loved the days that won't return