Derangement
I'm sick 自覚へask
I'm sick jikaku e ask
溢れ返るlies
afurekaeru lies
Can you see it? This feelings
Can you see it? This feelings
冷たく打ち付けるquiet
tsumetaku uchitsukeru quiet
To you who gave all to me
To you who gave all to me
Will you believe me once again?
Will you believe me once again?
My this disease
My this disease
Before killing you
Before killing you
I want to take back blank days
I want to take back blank days
(Goofy state)
(Goofy state)
Self-hate
Self-hate
I fall in an infinite loop
i fall in an infinite loop
Silent, escapism, lie
Silent, escapism, lie
Unchangeable rotten root
Unchangeable rotten root
To you who gave all to me
To you who gave all to me
Will you believe me once again?
Will you believe me once again?
My this disease
My this disease
Before killing you
Before killing you
I want to take back blank days
I want to take back blank days
Lost day never undone
Lost day never undone
It undermines me
It undermines me
君を離さぬように
kimi wo hanasanu you ni
Lost day never undone
Lost day never undone
It undermines me
It undermines me
Disappear before killing you
Disappear before killing you
This (derangement)
This (derangement)
To you who gave all to me
To you who gave all to me
Will you believe me once again?
Will you believe me once again?
My this disease
My this disease
Before killing you
Before killing you
I want to take back blank days
I want to take back blank days
(Goofy state)
(Goofy state)
Self-hate
Self-hate
I fall in an infinite loop
i fall in an infinite loop
Silent, escapism, lie
Silent, escapism, lie
Unchangeable rotten root
Unchangeable rotten root
Bottom of my decaying mind
Bottom of my decaying mind
The fact that you gave
the fact that you gave
Day of the change
day of the change
Never forget it
Never forget it
Next loop means death
Next loop means death
Lost day never undone
Lost day never undone
It undermines me
It undermines me
君を離さぬように
kimi wo hanasanu you ni
Lost day never undone
Lost day never undone
It undermines me
It undermines me
Disappear before killing you
disappear before killing you
This [derangement]
This [derangement]
痛みの向こうへ
itami no mukou e
連れて行くよ
tsurete iku yo
離しはしない
hanashi wa shinai
そう 例えただの灰に成ろうとも
sou tatoe tada no hai ni narou tomo
Derangement
I'm sick of this self-awareness
Overflowing with lies
Can you see it? These feelings
Coldly crashing in silence
To you who gave everything to me
Will you trust me one more time?
This disease of mine
Before it destroys you
I want to reclaim those empty days
(Goofy state)
Self-hate
I fall into an endless loop
Silent, escapism, lies
Unchangeable rotten roots
To you who gave everything to me
Will you trust me one more time?
This disease of mine
Before it destroys you
I want to reclaim those empty days
Lost days never undone
They tear me apart
So you won't slip away
Lost days never undone
They tear me apart
Vanish before I destroy you
This (derangement)
To you who gave everything to me
Will you trust me one more time?
This disease of mine
Before it destroys you
I want to reclaim those empty days
(Goofy state)
Self-hate
I fall into an endless loop
Silent, escapism, lies
Unchangeable rotten roots
At the bottom of my decaying mind
The fact that you gave
The day of change
Never forget it
The next loop means death
Lost days never undone
They tear me apart
So you won't slip away
Lost days never undone
They tear me apart
Vanish before I destroy you
This [derangement]
Beyond the pain
I'll take you there
I won't let go
Even if I turn to ash