I was afraid to let you in
I wasn't sure what that meant
I didn't know about my defense
All the walls I'd lean up against
The truth of my existence caught up with my lies
I faked it for so long, it made me wanna die
I was afraid of future plans
I didn't know where to stand
I was afraid of you movin' in
What would happen if all love ends?
I answered all my fears so I wouldn't have to try
The worst case happens when you don't live your life
I was afraid
I was afraid
I was afraid
I was afraid
Tell me where, where I find it
I won't be whole, untill I find it
I swear
Yeah, I swear