Stand up alone in this night
I feel like I'm losing my mind
I don't wanna die on this floor
You ask me: Why
Would you want more?
Cheap drinks run into a glass of wine
I've put all my ego aside
I just wanna cry by the door
Black holes suck my brain, blind my eyes
And darkness will eat me alive
Tell me a lie, I will ignore
You find me on a seven-stair line
Holding breath and staring in stand by
Dancing knives invite my hands
To lose control
Feelings I had when I was young
Ground and push my head to stay tough
Flashbacks wrap me around so I
Carry on
I swallow my pain to pretend I'm alright
I should show myself more polite
Then I realize I lost this war
You find me on a seven-stair line
Holding breath and staring in stand by
Dancing knives invite my hands
To lose control
Feelings I had when I was young
Ground and push my head to stay tough
Flashbacks wrap me around so I
Carry on
Stand up alone in this boring night
I feel like I'm losing my mind
I don't wanna die on this floor
You ask me: Why
Would you want more?
You mean give up
I say: No