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神様神様
kami-sama kami-sama
お願いもう殺して
onegai mō koroshite
死に損ねた心はもう生き損ねたの
shini sokoneta kokoro wa mō iki sokoneta no
帰る当てもない真っ白な雪化粧
kaeru ate mo nai masshiro na yukigesho
貴方に喰べられて右脚を失くしたの
anata ni taberarete migi ashi wo nakushita no
ほら、もうおやすみ
hora, mō oyasumi
見開いた瞳
mihiraita hitomi
暖かいママの手布で眠りたい
atatakai mama no teburu de nemuritai
倖せ振り向くとお決まりが付いてくる
shiawase furimuku to okimari ga tsuite kuru
だから後ろ向きなまま過去を思い出す
dakara ushiromuki na mama kako wo omoidasu
明日も明後日もその先もきっと
ashita mo asatte mo sono saki mo kitto
変われない私に問う「倖せですか？」
kawaranai watashi ni tou \"shiawase desu ka\"
ママの形見の白頭巾はあの夜に真っ紅に染まってしまったの
mama no katami no shiro zukin wa ano yoru ni makka ni somatte shimatta no
不倖を売り終えて声掛けられた
fukō wo uri oete koe kakerareta
「悪い夢を視てたの？ほら、こちらおいで」
warui yume wo miteta no? hora, kochira oide
粉雪の舞う夜
konayuki no mau yoru
足跡は三つ
ashiato wa mittsu
幸せの絵に見当たらない私に
shiawase no e ni miataranai watashi ni
貴方はただただ暖かかったけど
anata wa tada tada atatakakatta kedo
「優しい嘘が恐怖の始まりでした」
yasashii uso ga kyōfu no hajimari deshita
Red
God, oh God,
Please just end it now.
This heart that almost died has already lost its chance to live.
With nowhere to go, the pure white snow covers everything.
I lost my right leg after being devoured by you.
Look, it’s time to sleep,
With my eyes wide open.
I just want to sleep in the warmth of Mom's handkerchief.
Happiness always comes with a catch,
So I look back, remembering the past.
Tomorrow, the day after, and beyond,
I ask myself, "Am I happy?"
Mom's white hood, a keepsake, turned blood red that night.
After selling my misfortune, someone called out to me,
"Were you having a bad dream? Come here, it’s okay."
On a night with swirling powdery snow,
There are three footprints.
In this picture of happiness, I can’t be found.
You were just so warm,
But "gentle lies were the beginning of my fear."