Jishou Mushoku ( Self Inflicted Achromatic)
君のような人になりたいな
Kimi no yōna hito ni naritai na
僕らしい人になりたいな
Bokurashī hito ni naritai na
望むならそうするやいけどさ
Nozomu nara sō suru yaikedo sa
でもそれって本当に僕なのかい
Demo sore tte hontō ni boku na no kai
子供だなしな夢ひとつ
Kodomo da na shi na yume hitotsu
こんな僕なら死ねばいいのに
Konna boku nara shineba ii noni
こんな僕が生きてるだけで
Konna boku ga ikiteru dake de
何万人の人が悲しんで
Nanman-ri no hito ga kanashinde
誰も僕を望まない
Daremo boku o nozomanai
そんな世界だったらいいのにな
Sonna sekai dattara ii noni na
こんな僕が消えちゃうだけで
Konna boku ga kiechau dake de
何億人の人が喜んで
Nanoku-ri no hito ga yorokonde
誰も何も憎まないなら
Daremo nani mo nikumanai nara
そんな嬉しいことはないな
Sonna ureshī koto wa nai na
明日も僕は夢うつつ
Ashita mo boku wa mugen
このまま僕は消えていいのに
Kono mama boku wa kiete ii noni
こんな僕が生きたところで
Konna boku ga ikita tokoro de
何億人の人は知らないし
Nanoku-ri no hito wa shiranai shi
誰も僕を望まない
Daremo boku o nozomanai
そんな世界だったらいいのかな
Sonna sekai dattara ii no kana
こんな僕が消えたところで
Konna boku ga kieta tokoro de
何億人の人は変わらない
Nanoku-ri no hito wa kawaranai
誰も僕を憎まないなら
Daremo boku o nikumanai nara
損したことに変わりないな
Son'na sonshita koto ni kawarinai na
最後なんかみんな同じように倒れてゆきます
Saigo nanka minna onaji yō ni taorete yukimasu
までいんたにんのじぶんじしんくずれてゆきます
Madenin no jibun jishin kuzurete yukimasu
最後なんかみんな同じようにななれてくのに
Saigo nanka minna onaji yō ni nanareteku noni
こんな僕がいけてるだけで
Konna boku ga iketeru dake de
なんで君はそんなに笑うの
Nande kimi wa sonna ni warau no
君はそんな笑顔じゃ
Kimi wa sonna egao ja
悲しくても消えたくても
Kanashikute mo kieta kute mo
さよならする理由なんても
Sayonara suru riyū nante mo
なければいいのに
Nakereba ii noni
こんな僕が消えたところで
Konna boku ga kieta tokoro de
何億人の人は変わらない
Nanoku-ri no hito wa kawaranai
だけど僕を止める何かが
Dakedo boku o tomeru nanika ga
そんな顔しちゃ笑えないや
Sonna kao shicha waraenai ya
Self-Inflicted Achromatic
I want to be someone like you I want to be someone who is true to myself If that's what I want, I'll do it But is that really me? Just one childish dream If I'm like this, I wish I'd just die
I wish the world was a place where tens of thousands of people would be sad just because I'm alive, and no one wanted me. If I could just disappear and hundreds of millions of people would be happy, and no one would hate me, then there's nothing more satisfying than that
Tomorrow I'll be in a dream again I wish I could just disappear like this
Even if I live like this, hundreds of millions of people won't know, and no one wants me. Wouldn't it be nice if the world was like that? Even if I disappeared, hundreds of millions of people wouldn't change. If no one hates me, then it's still a loss
In the end, everyone will collapse in the same way
Why do you laugh so much just because I'm cool with you? With that smile on your face, even if you're sad and want to disappear, I wish there was no reason to say goodbye
Even if I disappeared, hundreds of millions of people wouldn't change, but there's something that's stopping me. With that face, I can't laugh