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The Monster in My Mirror

Ivangel Music

El Monstruo de Mi Espejo

Mientras jugabas conmigo, mi corazón tan dolido
Quiero darte tu castigo, no voy a parar mi camino
Cerraste todas las puertas de mi futuro
Encadenándome a ese callejón oscuro
Tengo, rabia de las chicas que me escriben por privado
Están recogiendo la huerta, de lo que tú me has sembrado
Aunque no tengan la culpa ahora siempre dudo
Por evitar el dolor me hiciste inseguro

Y es que no, ahora que ha cambiado mi vida
Después de lo que rogastes al conseguirlo te piras
El reloj se paró marcando las 12
Justo en el mismo momento que marchaste aquella noche
Acusando a mi cabeza diciendo que estaba loco
Mientras tu boca se besa constantemente con otro
Negando cada momento mis sentimientos tan rotos
Me conoce mucha gente y me han pasado tantas fotos
Aparte de eso, ese peso que se queda entre nosotros
Es como un sexto sentido desde el principio lo noto
Con cada lágrima rota es un punto más que me agoto
Soy un Ferrari a 200, pero no encuentro piloto
Y por supuesto que ojalá tuviera el control remoto
Y supiera el futuro sería happy online
Tengo una lámpara dorada que por más que la froto
Esa alfombra de mi vida is broken can offline

Ahora me miro en el espejo y no sé ni quién es él
Cuando me cruzo con su nombre no lo puedo ni ver
No sé si es rabia o es amor, pero se me eriza la piel
A veces parece que huelo su perfume cuando
No hay nada cerca que se pueda parecer
Una rosa en el desierto de color negro tal vez
Un planeta paralelo tan parecido y tan cerca
De una realidad que nunca he conseguido entender

Ahora han pasado los años y sigo roto por dentro
Sigo sintiendo ese daño, por lo que no me concentro
Y otras mujeres me cuidaron, te lo juro
Y por tu culpa les hago sentir eso oscuro
No se merecen sufrir por ese pasado
Que construyeron tus celos, tus arrebatos tan malos
Es como darte cabezazos contra un muro
Ya casi no hablo ahora parece que soy mudo

Y es que no, con lo que yo he sido mi barrio
Alce la voz con mi gente, alzo el micro en escenarios
Es mejor, no juntarse con quien te nubla
Un Sol brillante en el cielo y algo que hace que te cubra
Es peor, sé que tú dejaste a los tuyos
Por tener una persona, que te decía que te amaba
Y que con el paso del tiempo, te viste solo e intuyo
Que esa persona ahora mismo estará con otro en su cama

Ahora me miro en el espejo y no sé ni quién es él
Cuando me cruzo con su nombre no lo puedo ni ver
No sé si es rabia o es amor, pero se me eriza la piel
A veces parece que huelo su perfume cuando
No hay nada cerca que se pueda parecer
Una rosa en el desierto de color negro tal vez
Un planeta paralelo tan parecido y tan cerca
De una realidad que nunca he conseguido entender

Hay un monstruo en mi cabeza que por más que reza
No me deja, nunca cesa, me atraviesa, y me aconseja
Que me acuerde de ella

The Monster in My Mirror

While you were playing with me, my heart was so hurt
I want to give you your punishment, I will not stop my path
You closed all the doors to my future
Chaining me to that dark alley
I get angry at girls who write to me privately
They are harvesting the garden, from what you have sown for me
Even if it's not their fault, I still doubt now
By avoiding pain you made me insecure

And it's not, now that my life has changed
After what you begged for when you got it, you leave
The clock stopped at 12
Just at the same time that you left that night
Blaming my head saying I was crazy
While your mouth is constantly kissing another
Denying every moment my feelings so broken
Many people know me and have sent me many photos
Apart from that, that weight that stays between us
It's like a sixth sense, I've noticed it from the beginning
With every broken tear is one more point that I become exhausted
I'm a Ferrari at 200, but I can't find a driver
And of course I wish I had the remote control
And if I knew the future would be happy online
I have a golden lamp that no matter how much I rub it
That carpet of my life is broken can offline

Now I look in the mirror and I don't even know who he is
When I come across his name I can't even look at him
I don't know if it's anger or love, but it makes my skin crawl
Sometimes it seems like I smell her perfume when
There is nothing close that can be compared
A rose in the black desert perhaps
A parallel planet so similar and so close
From a reality that I have never managed to understand

Now the years have passed and I'm still broken inside
I still feel that pain, so I can't concentrate
And other women took care of me, I swear
And because of you I make them feel that dark thing
They don't deserve to suffer for that past
What built your jealousy, your outbursts so bad
It's like banging your head against a wall
I hardly speak anymore, it seems like I'm mute

And it is not, with what I have been my neighborhood
I raise my voice with my people, I raise the microphone on stage
It is better not to hang out with someone who clouds your vision
A bright sun in the sky and something that makes you cover yourself
It's worse, I know you left yours
For having a person who told you that they loved you
And with the passage of time, you saw yourself alone and I sensed
That person will now be with someone else in his bed

Now I look in the mirror and I don't even know who he is
When I come across his name I can't even look at him
I don't know if it's anger or love, but it makes my skin crawl
Sometimes it seems like I smell her perfume when
There is nothing close that can be compared
A rose in the black desert perhaps
A parallel planet so similar and so close
From a reality that I have never managed to understand

There is a monster in my head that no matter how much I pray
It doesn't leave me, it never stops, it goes through me, and it advises me
That I remember her

Escrita por: Ivangel Music