Serotonin pools
In my mind I still feel twenty-two
No surprise I got growing up to do
But for now think I like my room with my things scattered round
I been
Caught up
In my old ways, boy I can't change but I know I oughta
Break old habits to make more dollas
Years go by, disappear like tada
I thought I'd have it all figured out by now
But I got more problems than I ever did
Just a grown-ass kid with the same big dreams that I had back then
Still wakin' up late past ten AM
I brush my teeth then I hit my spliff
Momma tellin' me: Boy better get a grip
Like half of your friends got a wife and kids
So focused on my career
That I'm scared to fall in love, gotta face my fears
Keep tellin' myself I don't got time to give
To somebody else when they get near, yeah
But that's not true, call my own bluff
I spend plenty of days playin' video games
And goin' out at night to get drunk (ay)
Maybe I don't wanna be tied down
Or maybe don't wanna try too much
Got these skeletons in my closet
Dirty laundry pilin' up
Serotonin pools
In my mind I still feel twenty-two
No surprise I got growing up to do
But for now think I like my room with my things scattered round
If gettin' high at noon was a crime, you'd see me on the news
All the time I said that I would change at 25
But that shit was gone in the blink of an eye
Waking up gotta pre roll waitin'
All of this smoke I take in
Way before eggs and bacon
Maybe it's just a crutch
Maybe I do too much
Lately I been tellin' myself that one day I'll grow up
But maybe I'm doin' what I'm supposed to
I'm smoking backwoods on this old roof
At least I'm still here with the whole crew
And we keep diving into
Serotonin pools
In my mind I still feel twenty-two
No surprise I got growing up to do
But for now think I like my room with my things scattered round
If gettin' high at noon was a crime, you'd see me on the news
All the time I said that I would change at 25
But that shit was gone in the blink of an eye