Mil lagrimas
Mil lagrimas saladas
se derraman por mis ojos y no se,
ni el motivo ni el porqué.
Es un capricho, es un antojo,
de esos que hace tiempo que dejé,
y ahora me vuelve a perder.
Y ya veré mañana,
si miro a la ventana,
si el sol se digna a aparecer.
Aún no he pensado en nada,
no se si tengo ganas
de ver las flores florecer.
Todo me atrapa, yo me encojo,
se hunde el mundo encima de mi piel
y le pego a una pared.
Miro a mi vida de reojo,
no se si está mal o si está bien
y no lo quiero saber.
Y doy pasos en falso,
y de repente salto,
he vuelto a retroceder
ahora no me caigo,
para eso falta algo,
ahí podria enloquecer.
Vuelvo a manchar la madrugada
con una tinta especial.
Tinta del mar, tinta salada,
que moja un viejo portal.
Es esta ira, es esta rabia,
lo pronto que viene y que se va
quien le dio permiso a entrar.
Una caricia o bofetada
cuesta tan poquito regalar
que no siempre es de verdad.
Ya se que me equivoco,
la cago poco a poco,
pero me cuesta reaccionar.
Que mal que me conozco,
intento hacerme el loco,
de esta no vas a escapar.
A Thousand Tears
A thousand salty tears
are shed from my eyes and I don't know,
neither the reason nor the why.
It's a whim, it's a craving,
of those that I left behind long ago,
and now it's back to lose me.
And I'll see tomorrow,
if I look out the window,
if the sun deigns to appear.
I haven't thought about anything yet,
don't know if I feel like
seeing the flowers bloom.
Everything traps me, I shrink,
the world sinks on top of my skin
and I hit a wall.
I glance at my life sideways,
don't know if it's wrong or if it's right
and I don't want to know.
And I take missteps,
and suddenly I jump,
I've gone back.
Now I don't fall,
something is missing for that,
there I could go crazy.
I stain the dawn again
with a special ink.
Ink from the sea, salty ink,
that wets an old portal.
It's this anger, it's this rage,
how quickly it comes and goes
who gave it permission to enter.
A caress or a slap
costs so little to give away
that it's not always real.
I know I'm wrong,
I mess up little by little,
but it's hard for me to react.
I know myself so badly,
I try to play dumb,
you're not going to escape this one.