I got so many problems that I keep deep in my mind
These demons telling me I’ll never find a way in life
It’s such a lonely world I cannot figure out what’s right
Damn it just sucks how easily these people leave your side
But it’s alright
I don’t need your sympathy
Sadness mixed with memories
Drown them with my melodies
Shorty really broke my heart but it’s not that
Thought I loved her, but it wasn’t really all bad
I been tryna get the money and the next bag
Not the reasons I been feeling like I have
I
I don’t know what to do
And I
Have so many questions that I cannot refuse
'Cause I
Can see
What the future calls for
All I adore
I
Can see
All the dreams I wish for
Ones with her more
I got so many problems that I keep deep in my mind
These demons telling me I’ll never find a way in life
It’s such a lonely world I cannot figure out what’s right
Damn it just sucks how easily these people leave your side
I
Can't escape
The way this makes me feel
I
Wish I'm dreaming
But its so so real
All my friends, they earning money
Doing nothing I'm feeling funny
Wanna get out of my house
Lazing in bed with coffee till 2
Sufjan Stevens till I'm shaded blue
Its too quiet now
I got so many problems that I keep deep in my mind
I'm tryna figure out if this is what I want in life
It’s such a lonely world I cannot figure out what’s right
Damn it just sucks how easily these people leave your side