It should've been me
Trading all my time
With a God that just takes and leaves
It should've been me
Rotting from the inside out
I'd decompose if it would give you relief
If death is another door
I hope I find you
There on the other side
Where the pain doesn't haunt all your bones
Leave it all behind
I will follow wherever your shadow goes
If it's what keep you close
Is it the misery that kills
Or is it holding on to hope
Let the weight of sorrow snap my spine
I wasn't meant to be alive
If heaven turns you away
Can you save me a place in your hell
I'd rather be by your side than anywhere else
It should've been me
Ending at the start
Where everything begins
Begging for another fucking miracle
Can I crawl underneath your skin
To be consumed by your ribcage
So intertwined
Suffocating under your veins
Your ribcage could devour me
And never let me leave
There on the other side
Carving your face into the back of my eyes
Leaving it all behind
Sinking deeper into your abyss
If heaven turns you away
Can you save me a place in your hell
I'd rather be by your side than anywhere else
The weight of sorrow snaps my fucking spine