13 No Fuyu
血塗られた赤い大地を
chinurareta akai daichi o
白い雪が多い隠した
shiroi yuki ga ooi kakushita
もっと深く降り積もればいいのにと
motto fukaku furitsumoreba ii no ni to
思わなくもない
omowanaku mo nai
季節が巡り春が歌えば
kisetsu ga meguri haru ga utaeba
あなたはきっと飛んで行くでしょう
anata wa kitto tonde yuku deshou
止められないならばいつもすぐそばに
tomerarenai naraba itsumo sugu soba ni
いたいと願った
itai to negatta
人は幼き日に夢見てた憧れを
hito wa osanaki hi ni yume miteta akogare o
いつまで抱いて生きられるのだろう
itsu made daite ikirareru no darou?
真実は追えば追うほどに遠ざかる影
shinjitsu wa oeba ou hodo ni touzakaru kage
振り返り立ち尽くす屍の上で
furikaeri tachitsukusu shikabane no ue de
あの日から
ano hi kara
あなたと駆け抜けた季節を数えては
anata to kakenuketa kisetsu o kazoete wa?
戻らない光の眩しさに目を閉じる
modoranai hikari no mabayusa ni me wo tojiru
震える首筋を包み込む温もり
furueru kubisuji o tsutsumikomu nukumori
私はあと何度この寒さに耐えられる
watashi wa ato nando kono samusa ni taerareru?
戦え！と戦え！と
tatakae! to tatakae! to
繰り返すあなたの言葉
kurikaesu anat no kotoba
今でも絶えずまだ響いてる
ima demo taezu mada hibiiteru
夢を見てる地獄と
yume o miteru jigoku to
夢を見ない天国
yume o minai tengoku
幸せなのはどちらの方か
shiawase na no wa dochira no hou ka?
無意味な問いに夜は進み
muimi na toi ni yoru wa susumi
伸びた髪を切る者がいれば
nobita kami o kiru mono ga ireba
伸びた髪をくくる者もいる
nobita kami o kukuru mono mo iru
不自由なのはどちらの方か
fujiyuu na no wa dochira no hou ka?
無慈悲な問いに愛は惑う
mujihi na toi ni ai wa madou
ただそばにいる
tada soba ni iru
それだけでいい
sore dake de ii
他には何もいらないと言うのに
hoka ni wa nani mo iranai to iu no ni
ささやかな望みは... 許されざるエゴなのか
sasayakana nozomi wa... yurusarezaru ego na no ka?
それとも
soretomo
知らずにすれ違う
shirazu ni sure chigau
季節を数えても
kisetsu o kazoete mo
やるせない祈りの
yarusenai inori no
虚しさに日が暮れる
munashisa ni hi ga kureru
果たせぬ約束が
hatasenu yakusoku ga
彷徨える宵闇
samayoeru yoiyami
私は真実の
watashi wa shinjitsu no
その痛みに耐えられる
sono itami ni taerareru?
戦え！と戦え！と
tatakae! to tatakae! to
と繰り返すあの日の言葉
to kurikaesu ano hi no kotoba
今でも強くまだ響いてる
ima demo tsuyoku mada hibiiteru
目覚めれば... 滲んだ空と
mezamereba... nijinda sora to
凍てつく頬に
itetsuku hoho ni
煌めく世界
kirameku sekai
望まずとも
nozomazu to mo
今年もまた春が来る
kotoshi mo mata haru ga kuru
冬を置き去りに
fuyu o okizari ni
Winter of 13
The red earth covered in blood
The white snow hides it
I can't help but think
It would be better if it piled up deeper
As the seasons change and spring sings
You will surely fly away
If you can't stop, I always want to be
By your side
How long can people hold on to the dreams
They had in their childhood?
The truth is, the more you chase it, the further the shadow drifts away
Turning back, standing on the corpses
From that day
Counting the seasons we ran through together
I close my eyes to the brightness of the light that won't return
The warmth that envelops my trembling neck
How many more times can I endure this cold?
Fight! And fight!
Your words echo repeatedly
Even now, they still resonate
Dreaming of hell
And not dreaming of heaven
Which side is truly happy?
The night progresses with meaningless questions
If there are those who cut their long hair
There are also those who tie it up
Which side is more restricted?
Love hesitates with merciless questions
Just being by your side
Is enough
Even though I say I don't need anything else
Is this modest wish... an unforgivable ego?
Or
Unknowingly passing by each other
Even if we count the seasons
The day ends in the emptiness
Of a frustrating prayer
Unfulfilled promises
Wander in the twilight
I can endure
The pain of that truth
Fight! And fight!
The words of that day echo repeatedly
Even now, they still resonate strongly
If I wake up... to the blurred sky
On my frozen cheeks
A sparkling world
Whether I wish for it or not
Spring will come again this year
Leaving winter behind