I never got to say goodbye
I was looking for the perfect time
But that's the perfect alibi
For hiding the truth
Hiding from you
Down came the rain
And it poured
Washing all the blame that I hold in my hands
Down came the rain
And it stormed
Oh, putting out the fires that I set to myself
Down came the rain
Broken like a memory
Oh, my heart is just not how it used to be
I traded my sanity for things that I wanted, blinding the fantasy
It's just tearing me up, turning me upside
Down came the rain
And it poured
Washing all the blame that I hold in my hands
Down came the rain
And it stormed
Putting out the fires that I set to myself
Oh, down came the rain
I wanna live again
I wanna, I
But I start a fire
And again
And again and again and again