Uh
I know you hear me through the silence
Every night I reach across the bed
Trying to hold onto what's already gone
Even when it tears me apart instead
Look at all the love we tried to save
If it were somebody else
Maybe they would've walked away
But every tear, every sleepless night
Still pulls me back to yesterday
Baby, you loved me through the damage
You were patient with my broken mind
You stayed when I was hard to find
And I hate myself for hiding all this pain
Like saying her name would change anything
I know it hurts you when I break down crying again
For him
Mmmh
I know it hurts you when I call out in the dark
For him ghost
But I'll survive this
Yeah, I'll survive this
I'm just a boy carrying too much hurt
But I love you, let's make this work
I'm just a boy carrying too much hurt, yeah
Sometimes he still lives inside my dreams
Like a shadow dancing in between
Every memory comes back like rain
And leaves another stain on me
After everything we lived through
There's still so much I wish I could undo
The words we said, the scars we made
But I want you here, I want you to stay
Baby, you held me through the wreckage
You were gentle when I lost control
You tried to heal what he stole
And I hate myself cause deep inside
I still carry pieces I can't leave behind
I know it hurts you when I break down crying again
For him
Mmmh
I know it hurts you when I reach into the dark
For him ghost
But I'll get over this
Yeah, I'll get through this
I'm just a boy with too much trauma
Still learning how to love somebody
I'm just a boy with too much trauma
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Every shadow fades eventually
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
I'm still healing what's inside of me
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
I'm boy with a lot of trauma, yeah
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
I'm just a boy with too much trauma, yeah