マエガミスト (maegamist)
Do you like me?
Do yo like me?
えたいのしれない声の強さにやすっぽくあこがれて
etai no shirenai koe no tsuyo sa ni yasuppoku akogarete
かわいた心を濡らす言葉をぶかっこうに飲みくだした
kawaita kokoro o nurasu kotoba o bukakkō ni nomikudashita
その後その子の流す涙の甘ったるい味付けは
sonogo sono ko no nagasu namida no amattarui ajitsuke wa
もっとも痛みのひどいところを引き開いてくれるんだ
mottomo itami no hidoi tokoro o hikkaitekureru nda
ひどい、ひどい、光景を
hidoi, hidoi, kōkei o
見せられるくらいなら僕は
miserareru kurainara boku wa
前髪を伸ばして目を隠したい
maegami o nobashite me o kakushitai
そしてらちょっと嫌いな今日も
soshitara chotto kiraina kyō mo
どこか遠くへ消えてゆくんだ、て
doko ka tōku e kieteyuku nda, te
前髪を伸ばして目を隠して
maegami o nobashite me o kakushite
僕の顔が冷た目が
boku no kao ga sameta hitomi ga
あなたの目にさらされないように
anata no me ni sarasarenai yō ni
あなたを見ないように
anata o minai yō ni
錆びた記憶に寄せる思いを荒っぽく軋ませて
sabita kioku ni yoseru omoi o arappoku kishimasete
かがった心を照らす言葉をぶかっこうに噛み砕いた
kagetta kokoro o terasu kotoba o bukakkō ni kamikudaita
その後その子の流す血の鉄臭い味付けは
sonogo sono ko no nagasu chishio no tetsu kusai ajitsuke wa
もっとも痛みのひどいところを楽にしてくれるんだ
mottomo itami no hidoi tokoro o raku ni shitekureru nda
むごい、むごい、毎日を
mugoi, mugoi, mainichi o
眺めてるくらいなら僕は
nagameteru kurainara boku wa
前髪を伸ばして目を隠したい
maegami o nobashite me o kakushitai
見なくていいよ痛い未来も
minakute īyo itai mirai mo
悲しさバラ幕入りキャスターも
kanashi sa bara maku nyūsukyasutā mo
前髪を伸ばして目を隠して
maegami o nobashite me o kakushite
僕の顔がしけた瞳が
boku no kao ga shiketa hitomi ga
あなたの中から、消えちゃうように
anata no naka kara, kiechau yō ni
他人事であるように
ta jinji dearu yō ni
無残な君に驚きいて
mu zanna kimi ni odoroki ite
一度
ichi do
つなぎだ手と手をほどいて
tsunagīda te to te o hodo ite
君と
kun to
近い意合ったあれやこれやを
chikai i gōtta areyakore ya o
れさってしまをう
re satte shi ma o u
つらい、つらい、お別れを
tsurai, tsurai, o wakare o
受け入れるくらいなら僕は
ukeireru kurainara boku wa
前髪を伸ばして目を隠したい
maegami o nobashite me o kakushitai
見なくていいよ壊れた恋も
minakute īyo kowareta koi mo
身体中待ち合わせついた後悔も
shintai chū matsuwari tsuita kōkai mo
さよならの明日から目をそらして
sayonara no ashita kara me o sorashite
いつもみたいに
itsumo mitai ni
わざとらしくて愛らしい涙が枯れないように
wazatorashikute airashī namida ga karenai yō ni
あなたと笑っていたい
anata to waratteitai
Fringe Lover
Do you like me?
I’m drawn to the strength of that mysterious voice, so cheap and shallow.
I awkwardly swallowed words that wet my dry heart.
After that, the sweet taste of the tears she sheds
Opens up the most painful parts of me.
If I have to see such a terrible, terrible sight,
I’d rather hide my eyes behind my bangs.
Even today, which I kind of hate,
Will fade away somewhere far, you know?
Hiding my eyes behind my bangs,
So my cold face and eyes
Aren’t exposed to yours,
So I don’t have to look at you.
Roughly grinding down the feelings I have for rusty memories,
I awkwardly chewed on words that light up my bent heart.
After that, the iron taste of the blood she sheds
Eases the most painful parts of me.
If I have to watch this cruel, cruel everyday life,
I’d rather hide my eyes behind my bangs.
I don’t need to see the painful future either.
Even the sadness of the news anchor with a curtain of roses,
Hiding my eyes behind my bangs,
So my face and my dull eyes
Can disappear from you.
As if it’s someone else’s business,
I’m shocked by your brutal self.
Once,
I’ll untie the hands that were connected,
With you.
All those close moments we shared,
I’ll just throw them away.
If I have to accept this painful, painful goodbye,
I’d rather hide my eyes behind my bangs.
I don’t need to see this broken love,
Or the regrets that cling to my body.
I’ll turn my eyes away from tomorrow’s goodbye.
Just like always,
So that those exaggerated, adorable tears don’t dry up,
I want to laugh with you.