I'm tired of wishing
I wish I didn't have to wish anymore
I wish I didn't have to talk to people and pretend I'm listening, I'm good on my own
I wish I could make a living out of my music and everything I've sung
But how could I live without wishing
Aren't dreams easy to get in this world of dust?
Don't say a word, I see it in your eyes
You're getting tired of me
I know she doesn't like me, it's platonic
I can't let that get to me
I'm the type to get faded
Her father hates me 'cause I'm not a man
My mother knows I'm wasted
I'm hard-headed, I'm a nobody's type
My destruction is an ally but my death's in your doe eyes
You are the muse for every tortured poet
Read the songs I write
I've been drowning with your silence and yet it has felt so loud
Please don't see me as a no name
Or Another face in the crowd
Silver rings and jewelry, chains rattled
Sure they see me shine
Breaking necks and rolling their sclera up
When I pass by
Sure, I'm a Crybaby
Fuck my phone I need to get a life
I wish I didn't care for their opinion
Wish I didn't want to die