DECADENCE - Counting Goats... If I Can't Be Yours
起死回生継続けた
Kishinenryo idakitsudzuketa
垂れ流しの涙と訳
Tarenagashi no namida to wake
善か悪、感情のコントロールが消えてゆく
Zen ka aku, kanjou no kontoro-ru ga kieteyuku
告げられた小さな言葉
Tsugerareta chiisa na kotoba
脳内はバランスを崩し
Nounai wa baransu o kuzushi
衝動的欲求がアイデンティティを迷子に
Shoudouteki yokkyuu ga aidentiti o maigo ni
目を閉じて数えてる
Me o tojite kazoeteru
君への愛は何日目
Kimi e no ai wa nannichime?
捨てられる
Suterareru
殺される
Korosareru
どうせ一人になるのさ
Douse hitori ni naru no sa
Disorderly counting goats
Disorderly counting goats
Sacrifice if I can't be yours
Sacrifice if I can't be yours
白と黒が切り替えの脳
Shiro to kuro ga kirikae no nou
飛び回る蝶は瞬き切断
Tobimawaru chou wa mabataki setsudan
妄想と現実の狭間
Mousou to genjitsu no hazama
依存した今と幸の小部屋
Izon shita ima to sachi no koheya
捨てられると恐怖する現実
Suterareru to kyoufu suru genjitsu
浴びる現実逃避の浄罪に問う
Abiru genjitsu touhi no jouzai ni to'u
求める、君へ殺してくれと
Motomeru, kimi e koroshite kure to
見えなくなるならば消えてやろうと
Mienaku naru naraba kiete yarou to
Decadance
Decadance
壊れてゆくこの体と精神さえも
Kowareteyuku kono karada to seishin sae mo
いつか君の形になる
Itsuka kimi no katachi ni naru
Decadance
Decadance
いつ脱された本能とダンスを踊る
Itsudatsu sareta honnou to dansu o odoru
If I can't be yours
If I can't be yours
闇へと counting goats
Yami e to counting goats
Disorderly counting goats
Disorderly counting goats
Sacrifice if I can't be yours
Sacrifice if I can't be yours
閉ざし続ける現実へ問う
Tozashitsudzukeru genjitsu e to'u
甘い声と安らぎに笑みを
Amai koe to yasuragi ni emi o
切り裂いた過去の過ち
Kirisaita kako no ayamachi
後何年」と涙と不安抱え
"Ato nannen" to namida to fuan kakae
鏡越しの体廃は現実的で
Kagamigoshi no taihai wa genjitsuteki de
終幕を想像しては雑音
Shuumaku o souzou shite wa zatsuon
告げる、君へ死にますと
Tsugeru, kimi e shinimasu to
目の前で記憶に残ろうと
Me no mae de kioku ni nokorou to
Disorderly counting goats
Disorderly counting goats
Sacrifice if I can't be yours
Sacrifice if I can't be yours
ただ守られたいだけなんです
Tada mamoraretai dake nan desu
ただ見つめてほしいだけなんです
Tada mitsumete hoshii dake nan desu
ただ不安なだけなんです
Tada fuan na dake nan desu
精神のバランスがボロボロで
Seishin no baransu ga boroboro de
雨が降ってた朝だったり
Ame ga futteta asa dattari
くるくると舞う煙だったり
Kurukuru to mau kemuri dattari
投げて壊れたモノだったり
Nagete kowareta mono dattari
涙する君が愛しいの
Namida suru kimi ga itoshii no
Decadance
Decadance
壊れてゆくこの体と精神さえも
Kowareteyuku kono karada to seishin sae mo
いつか君の形になる
Itsuka kimi no katachi ni naru
Decadance
Decadance
いつ脱された本能とダンスを踊る
Itsudatsu sareta honnou to dansu o odoru
If I can't be yours
If I can't be yours
空は今日も緑色で
Sora wa kyou mo midoriiro de
決して溶け合うことはない
Kesshite tokeau koto wa nai
いつか混ざり合えるならば
Itsuka mazariaeru naraba
終われ counting goats
Oware counting goats
DECADENCE - Counting Goats... If I Can't Be Yours
Rising from the dead
The meaning of the tears flowing
Good and evil, losing control of emotions
A small word was told
My mind is unbalanced
Impulsive desires make my identity lost
Closing my eyes and counting
How many days of love for you
Will be abandoned
Will be killed
I'll end up alone anyway
Disorderly counting goats
Sacrifice if I can't be yours
Black and white switch in the brain
Fluttering butterflies blink and disconnect
Between delusions and reality
Dependent on the present and a small room of happiness
Scared of the reality of being abandoned
Questioning the purgatory of escaping reality
I ask to kill you
If I disappear, it's fine
Decadence
Even this body and mind breaking down
Will eventually take your shape
Decadence
Dancing with instincts and dances that were stripped away
If I can't be yours
Counting goats into the darkness
Disorderly counting goats
Sacrifice if I can't be yours
Questioning the reality that continues to close
Smiling at sweet voices and comfort
Torn past mistakes
Years later, holding tears and anxiety
The reflection of the decaying body is realistic
Imagining the end and the noise
I announce, I will die for you
To remain in memory
Disorderly counting goats
Sacrifice if I can't be yours
I just want to be protected
I just want you to look at me
I'm just anxious
My mental balance is falling apart
It was a morning when it rained
Or swirling smoke
Or broken things thrown away
I love you crying
Decadence
Even this body and mind breaking down
Will eventually take your shape
Decadence
Dancing with instincts and dances that were stripped away
If I can't be yours
The sky is green today
It will never melt together
If we can mix someday
End counting goats