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Hollowness

Minami

Hollowness

君は言う「もう楽になれるよ」と
kimi wa iu “mou raku ni nareru yo” to
今思えばそれが甘い罠になっていたんだ
ima omoeba sore ga amai wana ni natte itan da

今日も人の理想で私は偽装されていく
kyou mo hito no risou de watashi wa gugenka sarete iku
虚構 虚言 虚像 虚心で作り上げた自分で
kyokou kyogen kyozou kyoshin de tsukuriageta jibun de

正直者は狼少年
shoujiki mono wa ookami shounen
嘘つきはそろそろ被害者
usotsuki wa sorosoro higaishazura
で嘘なき始める時間だ ああ
de uso naki hajimeru jikan da aa
こんな三次元なんて逃げたくなるに決まってんだろ
konna sanjigen nante nigetakunaru ni kimatten daro

To virtualize a lie
to virtualize a lie
非科学的現状と確実的原則
hikagakuteki genjou to kakuuteki genron
何でもよかったよ
nandemo yokatta yo
愛をくれよ 愛してくれよ
ai wo kure yo aishite kure yo
言葉はもう私を癒せやしない
kotoba wa mou watashi wo iyase ya shinai
もうちょっとそばにいてよ
mou chotto soba ni ite yo
足りない生きてきた証は傷 傷変わりになって
tarinai ikite kita akashi wa kizu kizu kawari ni natte
お願い鏡の中のドッペルゲンガー
onegai kagami no naka no doppelgänger

ずっとなんてほど儚いものはなかった
zutto nante hodo hakanai mono wa nakatta
全部、そう、フィクションでいい
zenbu, sou, fikushon de ii
それや瞳も閉じたくもなるだろう
sorya hitomi mo tojitaku mo narudarou?

Lalala
lalala

傾いてしまった
katamuite shimatta
天秤の横で私に笑った
tenbin no yoko de watashi ni waratta
もう君の場所はないと
mou kimi no basho wa nai to
帰りたくてももう帰れなくなって
kaeritakute mo mou kaerenakunatte
言葉ひとつの重さも知らなかったんだ
kotoba hitotsu no omosa mo shiranakattan da
私の犠牲になってくれよ理想郷はどこへ消えた
watashi no gisei ni natte kure yo risoukyou wa doko e kieta

変わり果てた姿で
kawarihateta sugata de
私に偽りの笑みを浮かべていた
watashi ni itsuwari no emi wo ukabete ita

また嘘を吸い込んで
mata uso wo suikonde
君は新しい嘘を作って吐くのでしょう
kimi wa atarashii uso wo tsukutte haku no deshou?
器に過ぎないアイツにはなれない
utsuwa ni suginai aitsu ni wa narenai
全て作り上げた理想郷
subete tsukuriageta risoukyou

壊したかったが
kowashitakatta ga
壊せなかった
kowasenakatta
私の理想郷はここしかなくて
watashi no risoukyou wa koko shika nakute
意味もなく手を差し伸べてしまった
imi mo naku te wo sashinobete shimatta
鏡の奥へ
kagami no oku e

To virtualize a lie
to virtualize a lie
非現実的現状
higenjitsuteki genjou
ありもしない虚像
ari mo shinai kyouzou
消えていく境界線を
kiete iku kyoukaisen wo
返してくれよ 返してくれよと
kaeshite kure yo to kaeshite kure yo to
もう一度やり直させて欲しくて
mou ichido yarinaosasete hoshikute
本物はここにいるんだ それは違う、違うんだ
honmono wa koko ni irun da sore wa chigau, chigaun da
幻影の私を愛さないで忘れないでお願い
genei no watashi wo aisanaide wasurenaide onegai
思いを馳せて誓うよ
omoi wo hasete chikau yo

I won’t lie to you again. you have my word
I won’t lie to you again. you have my word

Hollowness

You say, 'You can relax now'
Looking back, that became a sweet trap

Today, I am being disguised by people's ideals
A self constructed with fiction, lies, illusions, and a hollow heart

The honest one is the wolf boy
The liar is soon to be the victim
It's time to start without lies, ah
I definitely want to escape this three-dimensional world

To virtualize a lie
Unscientific reality and certain principles
Anything was fine
Give me love, love me
Words can no longer heal me
Just stay a little closer
The proof of my incomplete life turns into scars
Please, doppelganger in the mirror

There was nothing as fleeting as 'forever'
Everything, yes, can be fiction
You might want to close your eyes too

Lalala

It tilted
And laughed at me beside the scales
There's no longer a place for you
Even if I want to go back, I can't anymore
I didn't know the weight of a single word
Become my sacrifice, where did the utopia disappear to?

In a completely changed form
You showed me a false smile

Inhaling lies again
You'll probably create and spit out new lies
You can't become just a vessel
An ideal world constructed entirely

I wanted to destroy it
But I couldn't
My utopia is only here
I reached out my hand meaninglessly
Into the depths of the mirror

To virtualize a lie
An unrealistic reality
An imaginary illusion
Return the disappearing boundary
Give it back, give it back
I want to redo it once more
The real one is here, it's different, it's not the same
Please don't love the illusion of me, don't forget, please
Thinking back, I swear

I won't lie to you again. you have my word

Escrita por: Minami