I need to purify myself
Oh, I've rebelled, is it too late
To be a better son, who fought a war and won
And this war is all inside my head
Oh, no, I won't forget
All the things I said
Do I deserve a friend
Should I be trusted
I tend to misread the room
I tried to be the Sun
But I've always been the Moon
As I get older
Life seems colder
I cannot handle this stress
I don't seem to progress
On how to express
How much I actually care
I always let me down
Look at me
Defenseless against my own thoughts
Having a meltdown
I'm trying
Believe me, I'm frightened
But sometimes I lose control
And I'm back where I started
I can't take it anymore
I'm not strong enough
For this is too hard
Might as well give everything up
I'm just being dramatic
I cannot handle this stress
I don't seem to progress
On how to express
How much I actually care
I can't get outside my own head
Is it real
Is it this bad
I cannot handle this stress
I don't seem to progress
On how to express
How much I actually care
Doo, doo, doo, doo
Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo
Doo, doo, doo, doo
Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo
Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo