No Era Amor
Mierda
Cómo pude llamarte amor
No era amor
Era el miedo a dormir solo
Era tu cuerpo cerca
Cuando me sentía roto
No eras tú
Era el puto vacío
Era follar pa' no pensar
En todo lo que perdí conmigo
Me vendí la mentira
Me tragué tu versión
Confundí deseo
Con algo que no soy
No era amor
Era costumbre y sudor
Era quitarnos la ropa
Y llamarlo conexión
No era amor
Era follar sin razón
Dos cuerpos vacíos
Jugando a sentir algo mejor
No era amor
No jodas
No
Decías: Quédate
Cuando te convenía
Yo decía: Tal vez
Mientras me consumía
Nos usamos bien
Como expertos en fallar
Tú buscabas control
Yo no sentir nada más
Y ahora mírame aquí
Sin fe ni dirección
Llamando amor
A pura autodestrucción
No era amor
Era rutina y alcohol
Era tocarte la piel
Pa' no enfrentar quién soy
No era amor
Era sexo y control
Dos mentirosos expertos
Gritándole amor al error
No era amor
Y ojalá lo hubiera entendido antes
It Wasn't Love
Shit
How could I call you love?
It wasn't love
It was the fear of sleeping alone
It was your body nearby
When I felt broken
It wasn't you
It was the fucking void
It was about fucking to avoid thinking
In everything I lost with myself
I sold myself the lie
I bought your version
I confused desire
With something I am not
It wasn't love
It was habit and sweat
It was about taking off our clothes
And call it connection
It wasn't love
It was fucking for no reason
Two empty bodies
Playing at feeling a little better
It wasn't love
No way
No
You said: Stay
When it suited you
I kept saying: Maybe
While it consumed me
We get along well
As experts at failing
You were looking for control
I don't feel anything anymore
And now look at me here
Without faith or direction
Calling love
Pure self-destruction
It wasn't love
It was routine and alcohol
It was touching your skin
So I don't have to face who I am
It wasn't love
It was sex and control
Two expert liars
Shouting love at the mistake
It wasn't love
And I wish I had understood it sooner