Pastillas y Besos
No me cura el tiempo
Me duerme
Pastillas pa' dormir la cabeza
Besos pa' no sentir el pecho
Me prometo que esta es la última
Y siempre vuelvo a lo mismo
No estoy triste, estoy cansado
De pensar, de recordar
Me trago el miedo con agua
Y la culpa la dejo pasar
No es amor lo que busco
Es silencio interior
Algo que apague el ruido
Aunque sea peor
Pastillas y besos
Todo es anestesia
No siento nada
Y eso me da paz
Pastillas y besos
Mezcla peligrosa
Si no me mata
Me vuelve incapaz
No siento
No siento
Cuerpos calientes, alma fría
Luces apagadas, mente encendida
Me dicen esto se va a acabar
Pero nadie dice cuándo termina
Promesas hechas en la madrugada
Que se olvidan al amanecer
Como yo, que prometí cuidarme
Y me volví a perder
No me juzgues si caigo
No pedí estar aquí
A veces sobrevivir
Es lo más parecido a vivir
Pastillas y besos
Todo es anestesia
No siento nada
Y eso me da paz
Pastillas y besos
Mezcla peligrosa
Si no me mata
Me vuelve incapaz
Tal vez mañana
Quiera parar
Pero hoy solo quiero
Dejar de pensar
No es vicio
Es costumbre
No es placer
Es necesidad
Pastillas y besos
No me salvan
Solo retrasan
Lo que va a pasar
Pastillas y besos
Cierran heridas
Que vuelven a sangrar
No me cura el tiempo
Me duerme
Pills and Kisses
Time doesn't heal me
I fall asleep
Pills to make your head sleep
Kisses so I don't feel my chest
I promise myself this is the last one
And I always come back to the same thing
I'm not sad, I'm tired
To think, to remember
I swallow my fear with water
And I let the guilt go
It's not love I'm looking for
It is inner silence
Something to turn off the noise
Even if it's worse
Pills and kisses
Everything is anesthesia
I feel nothing
And that gives me peace
Pills and kisses
Dangerous mixture
If he doesn't kill me
It makes me incapable
I don't feel
I don't feel
Hot bodies, cold souls
Lights off, mind on
They tell me: This is going to end
But nobody says when it ends
Promises made in the early morning
That are forgotten at dawn
Like me, who promised to take care of myself
And I got lost again
Don't judge me if I fall
I didn't ask to be here
Sometimes survival
It's the closest thing to living
Pills and kisses
Everything is anesthesia
I feel nothing
And that gives me peace
Pills and kisses
Dangerous mixture
If he doesn't kill me
It makes me incapable
Maybe tomorrow
I want to stop
But today I just want
Stop thinking
It's not a vice
It's customary
It's not a pleasure
It is necessary
Pills and kisses
They won't save me
They only delay
What's going to happen
Pills and kisses
They close wounds
That they bleed again
Time doesn't heal me
I fall asleep
Escrita por: Pablo Mauricio Cortes Martins