Diver
あの水平線が遠ざかっていく
ano suiheisen ga tōzakatte iku
青すぎた空には明日すら描けなくて
ao sugita sora ni wa ashita sura kakenakute
息もできないくらい澱んだ人の群れ
iki mo dekinai kurai yodonda hito no mure
僕はいつからここに潜り込んだんだ
boku wa itsu kara koko ni mogurikonda nda
悲しみなんて吐きだして
kanashimi nante hakidashite
前だけ見てればいいんだっけ
mae dake mitereba iin dakke
それじゃとてもまともでいられない
sore ja totemo matomo de irarenai
すべてを僕が敵にまわしても
subete wo boku ga teki ni mawashite mo
光をかすかに感じてるんだ
hikari wo kasuka ni kanjiteru nda
そこまで行けそうなら
soko made ikesou nara
息をしたくて ここは苦しくて
iki wo shitakute koko wa kurushikute
闇を見上げるだけの僕じゃ
yami wo miageru dake no boku ja
浮かぶ方法もないダイバー
ukabu houhou mo nai daibā
息をしてみて
iki wo shite mite
ただの幸せに気づいたら もう二度と
tada no shiawase ni kizuitara mou nido to
溺れないよ
oborenai yo
Diver
The distant submarine is getting further away
In the too blue sky, I can't even picture tomorrow
In a crowd of people so dense they can't even breathe
I've been diving here since who knows when
Spit out all the sadness
It's okay to just look ahead
But that's not very honest
Even if I turn everything into my enemy
I can faintly feel the light
If I can go that far
Wanting to breathe, it's painful here
The night of just looking up at the darkness
Is a struggle with decompression sickness
I want to make sure I'm alive
Aiming for the deep sea, let's take another breath
When I redraw the map in my head
Last night, full of things I lacked, I was scared alone
I always thought I was strong
I always thought I was stronger than anyone
The lost swan
Was floating in the starry night sky
The rain that fell like comfort
It seems we can't become what we want to be
If stars are stars, then I am me
How far can I go?
Swallowing down my heavy anger
Spitting out just a little prayer
The rain that fell like a signal
Wanting to breathe, it's painful here
I, who only look up at the darkness
Have no way to float
If I want to make sure I'm alive
Aiming for the deep sea, just once more
Try to breathe
If you notice true happiness, you won't drown again