Diver
あの水平線が遠ざかっていく
ano suiheisen ga tōzakatte iku
青すぎた空には明日すら描けなくて
ao sugita sora ni wa ashita sura kakenakute
息もできないくらい澱んだ人の群れ
iki mo dekinai kurai yodonda hito no mure
僕はいつからここに潜り込んだんだ
boku wa itsu kara koko ni mogurikonda nda
悲しみなんて吐きだして
kanashimi nante hakidashite
前だけ見てればいいんだっけ
mae dake mitereba iin dakke
それじゃとてもまともでいられない
sore ja totemo matomo de irarenai
すべてを僕が敵にまわしても
subete wo boku ga teki ni mawashite mo
光をかすかに感じてるんだ
hikari wo kasuka ni kanjiteru nda
そこまで行けそうなら
soko made ikesou nara
息をしたくて ここは苦しくて
iki wo shitakute koko wa kurushikute
闇を見上げるだけの僕じゃ
yami wo miageru dake no boku ja
浮かぶ方法もないダイバー
ukabu houhou mo nai daibā
息をしてみて
iki wo shite mite
ただの幸せに気づいたら もう二度と
tada no shiawase ni kizuitara mou nido to
溺れないよ
oborenai yo
Diver
The surface of the water is breaking apart
In the sky so blue, I can’t even picture tomorrow
A crowd of people gasping for air
I’ve been drowning here for who knows how long
Spitting out my sadness
I just need to look ahead
But I can’t keep it together like this
Even if I turn everything against me
I can still feel a faint light
I’ll go that far, goodbye
I want to breathe, but it’s so painful here
Nights where I can only stare at the darkness
A giant wave of despair floating
I want to confirm that I’m still alive
Let’s aim for the deep sea and take a breath again
If I flip the map in my head
It’s filled with things I lack, I was scared last night
I thought I was strong all along
I always thought I was stronger than anyone
A lost swan
Was floating in the starry sky
Like a comforting rain that started to fall
But somehow, it feels like we can’t get used to it
If the stars are stars, then I’m me
I’ll go that far, I wonder
Oh
Swallowing heavy anger
Just sketching a little prayer
Like a sign, the rain started to fall
I want to breathe, but it’s so painful here
I’m not just someone who stares at the darkness
I can’t even float in this despair
If I want to confirm that I’m still alive
Let’s aim for the deep sea just one more time
Try taking a breath
If I realize it’s just happiness, I won’t drown again.