Kaiko Catharsis
いくたのときをかさねいくらかおとなになった
ikuta no toki o kasane ikura ka otona ni natta
しらずにふえていったぼくのおとしもの
shira zu ni fue te itta boku no otoshimono
すこしずつねつをおびる
sukoshi zutsu netsu o obiru
くうきのつぶまぶたをとじてそっと
kuuki no tsubu mabuta o toji te sotto
あおいなつのそらをおもいだせばぼくのよこ、すぐがわにきみがいた
aoi natsu no sora o omoidase ba boku no yoko, sugu gawa ni kimi ga i ta
いまよりすこしみじかいかみとむじゃきそうなえがおで
ima yori sukoshi mijikai kami to mujaki sou na egao de
まうえにうかぶたいようむせかえるすなのにおい
maue ni ukabu taiyou musekaeru suna no nioi
すべてがなつかしさにあふれてみえる
subete ga natsukashi sa ni afure te mieru
かげろうにゆらいでいる
kagerou ni yurai de iru
とおいけしききっとかわらずいまも
tooi keshiki kitto kawara zu ima mo
わずかにごったむねのまんなかにいたいほどふりそそぐせみしぐれ
wazuka nigotta mune no mannaka ni itai hodo furisosogu semishigure
かわりゆくものかわらないものぼくはなにをえらんだ
kawari yuku mono kawara nai mono boku ha nani o eran da ?
かさねたひびのすきまにこぼれおちたなにか
kasane ta hibi no sukima de kobore ochi ta nani ka
それをうめられるものをきみがしっているきがして
sore o ume rareru mono o kimi ga shitte iru ki ga shi te
そらのいろじゅう？のみに
sora no iro ju ? no midori
かわいたかぜかんじるたびにおもう
kawai ta kaze kanjiru tabi ni omou
おさないきみがのぞんだみらいのじぶんにはたしてぼくはなれて
osanai kimi ga nozon da mirai no jibun ni hatashite boku ha nare te
いるのかな
iru no ka na
すこしふあんでこわくなるけどかなしませたくはないよ
sukoshi fuan de kowaku naru kedo kanashima se taku ha nai yo
もどりたいとねがうこのきもちはいまをいきぬくための
modori tai to negau kono kimochi ha ima o iki nuku tame no
かたるしす
katarushisu
なにかにまよいつかれたときはきみのことをおもいだそう
nani ka ni mayoi tsukare ta toki ha kimi no koto o omoidaso u
Kaiko Catharsis
As time stacks up, how many years have passed since I grew up?
Unknowingly, I’ve been collecting my lost things.
Little by little, I feel the heat rise,
Closing my eyes to the air, softly.
When I think of the blue summer sky, you were right next to me,
With slightly shorter hair and an innocent smile.
The sun floats above, the scent of sand wafts,
Everything feels so nostalgic, overflowing in sight.
In the wavering heat haze,
The distant scenery surely hasn’t changed even now.
A painful downpour of cicadas falls,
In the middle of my slightly clouded heart, what have I chosen?
In the gaps of the stacked days, something spills out,
I feel like you know what can fill that void.
The color of the sky, a deep green,
Every time I feel the gentle breeze, I think of you.
I wonder if I’m becoming the future I dreamed of as a child,
With you in mind.
I feel a bit anxious, it makes me scared, but I don’t want to be sad.
This feeling of wanting to go back is to breathe through the present.
When I’m lost in something,
I remember you when I’m tired.