I'm feeling weaker
I'm feeling sober
I'm reflecting all of those reassuring words
Like I love you, I'm happy that you are in my life
I'm drowning in my woes tonight
I'm flaming all my plans to vibe
Admittedly it's burning down
I realize that I'm not thinking clearly
But it's much too late
Oh, when you see it all come down
And suddenly things don't make sense anymore
Will we say: Was it all just in our heads?
I don't wanna be the one that falls asleep
I don't wanna be the one that makes you sad
I don't wanna be the one that plays with tricks
I don't wanna be the one deceiving you
But my mind, it makes me feel sometimes
That I'm going insane, that you hate me now, now
I don't wanna say goodbye
I don't wanna go to bed
My stomach always feels queasy (eyuck!)
I tell myself that it's alright
I didn't do anything different
Despite the screams and the cries (aw)
I'll inhale and exhale to calming myself
To move on and smile, to try and to try
And feelings arise
Before I know, reality hits
Oh, when you see it all come down
And suddenly things don't make sense anymore
Will we say: Was it all just in our heads?
That I never really saw them
Was I just playing with my friends
And I'd say that it's all wrong
Was it from stupid love songs
Oh, God, won't You take me back?
I don't wanna be the one that falls asleep
I don't wanna be the one that makes you sad
I don't wanna be the one that plays with tricks
I don't wanna be the one deceiving you
But my mind, it makes me feel sometimes
That I'm going insane, that you hate me now, now
I don't wanna say goodbye
I don't wanna go to bed
I don't wanna say goodbye
I don't wanna go to