Reconcidering my faith and existence,
I have suffered too long from this distance.
Thinking I've got nothing left to loose,
An end is not an answer but a poor excuse.
I never felt a comfort or a warm embrace,
I look into the mirror to see my shattered face.
Hate has made me loose control,
I can't see the wounds that burned my soul.
When night falls fast,
I can't get no sleep.
Crying about my past,
I'm in way too deep.
My dreams were buried a long time ago,
Nothing to live for, there's nothing to grow.
The social stigma keeping me behind,
Feelings of euphoria and hatred entwined.
There's nothing left for me to grief,
I want to end this pain and find relief.
This will be the last word I'll write,
I want to release my body and soul tonight.
When night falls fast,
I can't get no sleep.
Crying about my past,
I'm in way too deep.
Poisoned blood clouding my weak mind,
I reflect on everything I'll leave behind.
All the sorrow and pain I've ever felt,
Every single lover I've never kissed or held