Egreso
Despierto y siento el peso
De un mañana que ni quiero
La habitación me habla en silencio
Susurra historias que ni yo tolero
Camino sin certeza
Sombras siguiendo mi torpeza
Y aunque intento no caer
Cada paso me recuerda lo que no quiero ver
¿Cuántas veces puede un alma arder
Sin perder lo poco que quiere tener?
¿Cuántas veces puedo sostenerme
Si mi mente solo busca desvanecerme?
I'm still here while everything shakes
While the fear grows stronger and breaks
I say I'm fine but it's a lie
There's a desert burning in my mind
I'm an echo no one can hear
A truth biting down on its fear
Just the remnants trembling inside me
When I don't know if I should move or disappear
El futuro me persigue
Como un fuego que jamás se extingue
Promete rutas nuevas lo sé
Pero todas vuelven al lugar que abandoné
Y la duda es mi condena
La universidad eterna
Un examen sin final
Que pregunta quién soy y no sé qué contestar
A veces creo que sobrevivir
Es aprender a romperse para seguir
Que no es valentía resistir
Sino aceptar que ahí hay días en que quiero morir
I'm still here while everything shakes
While the fear grows stronger and breaks
I say I'm fine but it's a lie
There's a desert burning in my mind
I'm an echo no one can hear
A truth biting down on its fear
Just the remnants trembling inside me
When I don't know if I should move or disappear
¿Y si este camino no es para mí?
¿Y si el final nunca quiso existir?
Grito no para que me escuchen
Grito para recordar que sigo aquí
Porque si callo me hundo
Me disuelvo en el fondo más profundo
Y no quiero ser mi propia herida
En esta guerra ya perdida
I'm still here while everything shakes
While the fear grows stronger and breaks
I say I'm fine but it's a lie
There's a desert burning in my mind
I'm an echo no one can hear
A truth biting down on its fear
Just the remnants trembling inside me
When I don't know if I should move or disappear
Si despierto será lo mismo
Otro paso hacia el abismo
Y si el mundo sigue en lo mismo
Me perderé en mi propio ritmo
Que quede claro en mi despojo
No hubo luz, solo el remojo
De un alma hundida en su propio enojo
Graduation
When I wake up I feel the weight
Of a tomorrow I don’t even want
The room speaks to me in silence
Whispering stories I can’t confront
I walk without direction
Shadows trailing my hesitation
And I try not to stumble
But every step shows what I can’t face
How many times can a soul burn
Without losing what it wants?
How many times can I hold myself up
If my mind just wants me to fade?
I'm still here while everything shake
While the fear grows stronger and breaks
I say I'm fine, but it's a lie
There's a desert burning in my mind
I'm an echo no one can hear
A truth biting down on its fear
Just the remnants trembling inside me
When I don't know if I should move or disappear
The future keeps chasing me
Like a fire that never dies
It promises new roads, I know
But they all lead back to where I dont want to go
And doubt has become my sentence
The studies dont conclude
A test that never ends
Asking who I am and I don’t know where I stand
Sometimes I think surviving
Means learning how to break and go on
That resisting isn’t courage
But accepting there are days I want to die
I'm still here while everything shake
While the fear grows stronger and breaks
I say I'm fine, but it's a lie
There's a desert burning in my mind
I'm an echo no one can hear
A truth biting down on its fear
Just the remnants trembling inside me
When I don't know if I should move or disappear
What if this path was never for me?
If the ending was never designed?
I scream not so they hear me
I scream to remind myself I’m alive
Because if I stay silent, I sink
I dissolve into the deepest ground
And I don’t want to be my own wound
In this war already lost
I'm still here while everything shake
While the fear grows stronger and breaks
I say I'm fine, but it's a lie
There's a desert burning in my mind
I'm an echo no one can hear
A truth biting down on its fear
Just the remnants trembling inside me
When I don't know if I should move or disappear
If I wake up, it’ll be the same
Another step into the edge
And if the world remains unchanged
I’ll lose myself inside my pace
Let it be clear in what remains
There was no light, only the soaking
Of a soul submerged in its own anger