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Body

Olivia Wald

cuerpo

Maldito corazón de hielo, tatuaje en el suelo
De tanto caer me elevo, me pierdo en el cielo
Experta en hacer sufrir
Un poco a vos y otro a mí
Me la paso reprochándome lo que no fui

Tantas peleas, tanta historia
Tantas cosas que parecieron tan buenas
Fueron feas no me crean
Cuando digo que soy buena
No me crean

Y fuiste bueno, fuiste malo
Fuiste mi mejor soldado
Cuando necesité al lado
Alguien que me diga la verdad
Y que no me deje de amar
No sé cuanto tiempo más me voy a castigar

Porque aunque no quise dejarte
Mi cuerpo no quiso esperarte
Lucha internamente constante
Quiero volver a ser la de antes
Tratarte como suponía pero se hizo tarde
Mi cuerpo no quiso esperarte
Lucha internamente constante
Quiero volver a ser la de antes

Consecuencia por no saber escuchar
Bajo kilos y me sube la ansiedad
Ay, chiquita, pero que flaca que estas
Comé algo, a nadie le vas a gustar
Escuchando a todo el mundo
Menos a mí, pensando que me confundo
Que me perdí, creyéndome tan cruel
Por quererme ir, cuando siempre te fui fiel
Ahora me toca decir

Porque aunque no quise dejarte
Mi cuerpo no quiso esperarte
Lucha internamente constante
Quiero volver a ser la de antes
Tratarte como suponía pero se hizo tarde
Mi cuerpo no quiso esperarte
Lucha internamente constante
Quiero volver a ser la de antes

Y a veces pienso, siento
Que existe una salida pero no la encuentro
Daria todo por verte otra vez contento
Mi cuerpo se volvió mi enemigo
No cree en lo que digo
Y me sacó el hambre
Por querer coser todos mis sentimientos con alambre
Cansada estoy de vivir una dualidad constante
Mi alma se siente en mi cuerpo una visitante
Un tanto delirante
Y a veces bajo lento
Intento entender lo que me pasa por dentro
¿Por qué la piel me brota siempre que me miento?
Es parte de un castigo divino

Porque aunque no quise dejarte
Mi cuerpo no quiso esperarte
Lucha internamente constante
Quiero volver a ser la de antes
Tratarte como suponía pero se hizo tarde
Mi cuerpo no quiso esperarte
Lucha internamente constante
Quiero volver a ser la de antes

Body

Cursed heart of ice, tattoo on the ground
From falling so much I rise, I lose myself in the sky
Expert in making people suffer
A little bit to you and a little bit to me
I spend my time reproaching myself for what I was not

So many fights, so much history
So many things that seemed so good
They were ugly, don't believe me
When I say I'm good
Don't believe me

And you were good, you were bad
You were my best soldier
When I needed the side
Someone tell me the truth
And don't stop loving me
I don't know how much longer I'm going to punish myself

Because even though I didn't want to leave you
My body didn't want to wait for you
Constant internal struggle
I want to be the same as before
Treat you as I supposed to but it was too late
My body didn't want to wait for you
Constant internal struggle
I want to be the same as before

Consequences of not knowing how to listen
I lose weight and my anxiety increases
Oh, little one, but how skinny you are
Eat something, nobody will like you
Listening to everyone
Except me, thinking I'm confused
That I lost, believing myself so cruel
For wanting to leave, when I was always faithful to you
Now it's my turn to say

Because even though I didn't want to leave you
My body didn't want to wait for you
Constant internal struggle
I want to be the same as before
Treat you as I supposed to but it was too late
My body didn't want to wait for you
Constant internal struggle
I want to be the same as before

And sometimes I think, I feel
There is a way out but I can't find it
I would give everything to see you happy again
My body became my enemy
He doesn't believe what I say
And it took away my hunger
For wanting to sew all my feelings with wire
I'm tired of living a constant duality
My soul feels a visitor in my body
A bit delirious
And sometimes I go down slowly
I try to understand what is happening inside me
Why does my skin break out every time I lie to myself?
It is part of a divine punishment

Because even though I didn't want to leave you
My body didn't want to wait for you
Constant internal struggle
I want to be the same as before
Treat you as I supposed to but it was too late
My body didn't want to wait for you
Constant internal struggle
I want to be the same as before

Escrita por: Olivia Wald / Axel Follin