You Were Not There
I took a turn so harsh and mean
I was confused at how to be
It was a normal time for you
But such an awkward time for me
And now I'm sitting, blinking, feeling, watching, spinning out of my control
It came through rumbling down on me
Before I had a chance to think
There's nothing else for me to do
But to embrace it at the speed of - heart is pounding, mind is racing, eyes are rolling, everything went dark
Rolling, tumbling, rushing through to do enough
Fumbling, clumsily trying to keep up
It's getting close enough to see
And I can hear it taunting me
It's something bigger than I am
It's saying catch me if you can
And for some reason I just really, really, think I can
You were nowhere to be found
You were not there
You were just there, now you're gone
You must not care
I was not so upset that you were not there
It was about time to realize you did not care
No Estabas Allí
Tomé un giro tan brusco y cruel
Estaba confundido sobre cómo ser
Era un momento normal para ti
Pero tan incómodo para mí
Y ahora estoy sentado, parpadeando, sintiendo, observando, girando fuera de mi control
Vino rugiendo hacia mí
Antes de que tuviera la oportunidad de pensar
No hay nada más que pueda hacer
Sino abrazarlo a la velocidad del - el corazón late, la mente corre, los ojos ruedan, todo se volvió oscuro
Rodando, cayendo, apresurándose para hacer lo suficiente
Tropiezo, torpemente tratando de mantenerme al día
Se está acercando lo suficiente como para ver
Y puedo escuchar cómo se burla de mí
Es algo más grande que yo
Está diciendo atrápame si puedes
Y por alguna razón realmente, realmente, creo que puedo
No estabas en ninguna parte
No estabas allí
Estabas justo allí, ahora te has ido
Debes no importarte
No estaba tan molesto de que no estuvieras allí
Era hora de darme cuenta de que no te importaba