Memories
I have another drink because I'm scared at night, I
I'm pale here alone, girl
I know your eyes lie
I don't need a friend, I need someone to die by my side
Lying here alone, I think I'm finally flying
I'm afraid of dying alone, these problems are never solved
I know you're awake and waiting for me to call you
But girl, I'm trying to move on and you won't leave me alone
Trying to keep myself from crying softly, I'm really dying
Everything getting colder, all this shit on my shoulder
Here and dying alone, there's nothing left and I'm sober
I just want to move on, but I don't know if we're done
I just want to move on, but you're not giving me a closure
No one here to help me I have been traveling
Damn bitch, am I dead or alive?
No one around me I pass, but they don't hear
I'm seeing demons at night they want me to slip
There's nothing here for me I'm flying abroad
They have no love for me, just broken memories
Your love is all I need, but now you've overcome me
Everything we could have been, is a hopeless poem for me
I have another drink because I'm scared at night, I
I'm pale here alone, girl
I know your eyes lie
I don't need a friend, I need someone to die by my side
Lying here alone, I think I'm finally flying
I'm afraid of dying alone, these problems are never solved
I know you're awake and waiting for me to call you
But girl, I'm trying to move on and you won't leave me alone
Trying to keep myself from crying softly, I'm really dying
Memories
I grab another drink 'cause I'm scared at night, I
I'm alone here, girl
I see through your lies
I don't want a buddy, I need someone to ride or die
Lying here solo, feels like I'm finally taking flight
Terrified of facing death alone, these issues never get resolved
I know you're up, waiting for me to hit you up
But babe, I'm trying to move on, you just won't let me be
Trying to hold back tears, I'm really falling apart
Everything's getting colder, carrying all this weight on my shoulders
Here, facing death alone, nothing left, I'm sober
Just wanna move forward, unsure if we're through
Just wanna move on, but you won't give me closure
No one here to lend a hand, been on this journey
Damn, am I dead or alive?
No one around as I pass by, they don't even hear
Seeing demons at night, tempting me to fall
There's nothing here for me, spreading my wings
They don't care for me, just shattered memories
Your love was all I craved, now you've moved on
All we could've had, just a sad tale for me
I grab another drink 'cause I'm scared at night, I
I'm alone here, girl
I see through your lies
I don't want a buddy, I need someone to ride or die
Lying here solo, feels like I'm finally taking flight
Terrified of facing death alone, these issues never get resolved
I know you're up, waiting for me to hit you up
But babe, I'm trying to move on, you just won't let me be
Trying to hold back tears, I'm really falling apart