Shout Baby
いつもとちがう髪の匂い
Itsumo to chigau kami no nioi
踊らされてしまうくやしいな
Odorasarete shimau kuyashī na
ゆるんでしまう口元
Yurunde shimau kuchimoto
マフラーにそっと沈めた
MAFURĀ ni sotto shizumeta
いつから私こんな風に
Itsukara watashi konna fū ni
がまん強くなれていたんだろう
Gaman tsuyoku narete ita ndarou
子供の頃から泣き虫だって
Kodomo no koro kara nakimushi datte
馬鹿にされたのに
Baka ni sareta no ni
内緒にしていてね(いてね
Naisho ni shite ite ne (ite ne)
なんて残酷な言葉
Nante zankoku na kotoba
叫び声霞んでく
Sakebigoe kasunde ku
ありふれてるはずの未来には遠くてえ
Arifureteru hazu no mirai ni wa tōkute e
誰に聞かずともわかる
Dare ni kikazu tomo wakaru
あいつの元には届きやしない
Aitsu no moto ni wa todoki ya shinai
どこに辿り着けばいい
Doko ni tadoritsukeba ii
わからなくてただすり寄って
Wakaranakute tada suriyotte
毎日の不安をかき消すほど
Mainichi no fuan wo kaki kesu hodo
胸を焦がす憧れなど消えない
Mune wo kogasu akogare nado kienai
変わりたい
Kawaritai
何でもすぐにあとまわしに
Nan demo sugu ni ato mawashi ni
してしまうような私だから
Shite shimau yōna watashi dakara
わずかなつながりだけでもずっと
Wazuka na tsunagari dake demo zutto
守りたかった
Mamoritakatta
内緒にしていたら(いたら
Naisho ni shite itara (itara)
あってもないようなものだね
Atte mo nai yōna mono da ne
忘れてしまえるほど
Wasurete shimaeru hodo
ちっぽけな思い出はないよ わかってる
Chippoke na omoide wa nai yo wakatteru
夜が明ける頃にまた
Yoru ga akeru koro ni mata
真面目な姿だけ見につけて
Majime na sugata dake mi ni tsukete
だってそれしかなかったの
Datte sore shika nakatta no
初めてのことに戸惑ってる
Hajimete no koto ni tomadotteru
退屈な時間をかき消すほど
Taikutsu na jikan wo kaki kesu hodo
胸を締めるあいつなんてもうもう
Mune wo shimeru aitsu nante mō mō
こんなもの知りたくなかった
Konna mono shiritaku nakatta
あの時ああすればよかった
Ano toki ā sureba yokatta
こんなにもろいものだけど
Konna ni moroi mono dakedo
自分を高慢したかった
Jibun wo kōman shita katta
悪いことをしてるようで
Warui koto wo shiteru yō de
自分が情けなかった
Jibun ga nasake nakatta
だけどすべて初めてで
Dakedo subete hajimete de
まだ信じていたかった
Mada shinjite ita katta
誰に聞かずともわかる
Dare ni kikazu tomo wakaru
あいつは幸せをくれやしない
Aitsu wa shiawase wo kure ya shinai
それでもあいつがくれたもの
Soredemo aitsu ga kureta mono
何もなかったわけじゃないから
Nani mo nakatta wake ja nai kara
毎日の不安をかき消すほど
Mainichi no fuan wo kaki kesu hodo
ずるい嘘がうれしくて消えない
Zurui uso ga ureshikute kienai
変わりたい
Kawaritai
Shout Baby
A different scent of hair than usual
Frustratingly being made to dance
Loosening mouth
Gently sinking into the scarf
Since when have I been able to endure like this?
Even though I was a crybaby since childhood
And was made fun of
Keep it a secret (a secret)
Such cruel words
The shouting voice becomes hazy
Distant in the supposedly ordinary future
It's clear even without asking anyone
It won't reach that person
Where should I go?
Not knowing, just getting closer
The longing that burns my chest
Doesn't disappear enough to erase the daily anxiety
I want to change
Because I tend to put off everything
I, who am like that
Just wanted to protect even a slight connection
If I had kept it a secret (if I had)
It's like something that doesn't exist
There are no insignificant memories
I understand
By the time morning comes
I only see the serious side
Because that's all there was
Confused by the first time
That person who tightens my chest
To erase the boring time
I didn't want to know such things
I wish I had done that at that time
I wanted to be arrogant
Feeling like doing something wrong
I felt pathetic
But everything was a first
And I still wanted to believe
It's clear even without asking anyone
That person won't give me happiness
But still, what that person gave me
Was not nothing
The sneaky lies that erase the daily anxiety
Don't disappear happily
I want to change