I've been treading water
Since the day I left my father
I've been choking on the waves
Swearing I'll save
Myself one day
But God, I'm tired
So tired
I've been getting used to how
The currents seem to pull me down
My lungs don't wanna fight
It's almost night
Maybe I'm right
To let it take me
Just take me
I'm sorry
Don't save me
I'm going down
I'm going down
Let me fall
These emotions
Are an ocean
I'm too far
In the deep end
Would you please let me fall?
Is it dark? I kinda like it here
The rush of water in my ears
The deeper down I go
The less I choke
The more I know
I'm way past trying
To fight it
But something deep
Inside of me
Is tugging on my chest
Trying it's best
To pull me back up to the surface
To safety
But it's too late
Don't save me
I'm going down
I'm going down
Let me fall
These emotions
Are an ocean
I'm too far
In the deep end
Would you please let me fall?