i wish
No one before had seen me naked like you did
Playing it all out on your floor
I gave you more than just my skin
I gave my skin, my bones, my beating heart
You gave your mad, your sad, and all your scars
I fixed you up, and you pulled me apart
I wish you weren't the way you are
I guess I wish that you loved me the way that I loved you
The way that I wanted
I wish that you didn't just use me to take up the space
And then throw me away like an object
Like decorative garbage you found at the thrift store
I wish I was worth more, wish it would hurt less
I guess if I had one wish to spare
I'd wish that I didn't care, care
Care, care, care, care, care
Care, care, care, care (I wish I didn't care)
Care, care, care, care, care
Care, care, care
I gave you everything you wanted
And you took it from me
And empty-handed, I was useless
You used that against me
Now I'm speeding down the interstate
And I'm crying hard to Ethel Cain
And I pray, and pray that better days
But today, all day
I guess I wish that you loved me the way that I loved you
The way that I wanted
I wish that you didn't just use me to take up the space
And then throw me away like an object
Like decorative garbage you found at the thrift store
I wish I was worth more, wish it would hurt less
I guess if I had one wish to spare
I'd wish that I didn't care, care
Care, care, care, care, care (I wish that I didn't care)
Care, care, care, care (I wish I didn't)
Care, care, care, care, care (I wish I didn't care)
Care, care, care
I gave you everything you wanted and you took it from me
Everything you wanted and you took it from me
Gave you everything you wanted
I just wanted to be wanted
I gave you everything you wanted and you took it from me
Everything you wanted and you took it from me
But if I had one wish to spare
I'd wish that I didn't care, care
Deseo
Nadie antes me había visto desnuda como tú lo hiciste
Desplegándolo todo en tu piso
Te di más que solo mi piel
Te di mi piel, mis huesos, mi corazón latiendo
Tú diste tu locura, tu tristeza y todas tus cicatrices
Te arreglé, y tú me desarmaste
Desearía que no fueras así
Supongo que desearía que me amaras como yo te amé
Como yo quería
Desearía que no solo me usaras para ocupar espacio
Y luego me tiraras como un objeto
Como basura decorativa que encontraste en la tienda de segunda mano
Desearía valer más, desearía que doliera menos
Supongo que si tuviera un deseo que gastar
Desearía no importarme, importarme
Importarme, importarme, importarme, importarme, importarme
Importarme, importarme, importarme (desearía no importarme)
Importarme, importarme, importarme, importarme
Importarme, importarme
Te di todo lo que querías
Y tú me lo quitaste
Y con las manos vacías, fui inútil
Usaste eso en mi contra
Ahora voy a toda velocidad por la carretera
Y lloro a mares con Ethel Cain
Y rezo, y rezo por días mejores
Pero hoy, todo el día
Supongo que desearía que me amaras como yo te amé
Como yo quería
Desearía que no solo me usaras para ocupar espacio
Y luego me tiraras como un objeto
Como basura decorativa que encontraste en la tienda de segunda mano
Desearía valer más, desearía que doliera menos
Supongo que si tuviera un deseo que gastar
Desearía no importarme, importarme
Importarme, importarme, importarme, importarme (desearía no importarme)
Importarme, importarme, importarme (desearía no)
Importarme, importarme, importarme, importarme (desearía no importarme)
Importarme, importarme
Te di todo lo que querías y tú me lo quitaste
Todo lo que querías y tú me lo quitaste
Te di todo lo que querías
Solo quería ser deseada
Te di todo lo que querías y tú me lo quitaste
Todo lo que querías y tú me lo quitaste
Pero si tuviera un deseo que gastar
Desearía no importarme, importarme.