Vacancy
I had rooms
Rooms I boarded up with trembling hands
But you walked in like they were yours
Like I was yours
Oh
I was yours
No
But you walked in
Did you ever mean to stay
Or were you counting down
Waiting for me to fall apart?
I screamed
And stared at my phone
My eyes begging you
Please
(Please don't leave)
But you looked through me
Like I was never even there
You said it
Like it didn't rip me in half
And no one stayed
No one even closed the door behind you
Oh, oh
I kept your voice
Hidden in the folds of my sleep
You were like blood swirling in bathwater
I swore I could be enough
I held my breath
I held my heart out
You said it
Like it didn't rip me in half
And no one stayed
No one even closed the door behind you
Oh, oh
Like I was never even there
Oh
Vacante
Tuve habitaciones
Habitaciones que sellé con manos temblorosas
Pero entraste como si fueran tuyas
Como si yo fuera tuyo
Oh
Yo era tuyo
No
Pero entraste
¿Alguna vez quisiste quedarte?
¿O estabas contando los días?
Esperando a que me desmoronara?
Grité
Y miré mi teléfono
Mis ojos te suplicaban
Por favor
(Por favor no te vayas)
Pero me miraste a través
Como si nunca hubiera estado ahí
Lo dijiste
Como si no me desgarrara en dos
Y nadie se quedó
Nadie siquiera cerró la puerta tras de ti
Oh, oh
Guardé tu voz
Escondida en los pliegues de mi sueño
Eras como sangre girando en el agua de la bañera
Juraba que podía ser suficiente
Contuve la respiración
Extendí mi corazón
Lo dijiste
Como si no me desgarrara en dos
Y nadie se quedó
Nadie siquiera cerró la puerta tras de ti
Oh, oh
Como si nunca hubiera estado ahí
Oh